IntroductionThis family is indicated first in cases of autism with retardation. It is the theme of the rejected, unwanted, threatened child.
EssenceThis personality feels totally left alone as a young child. They can be an unwanted child. Their mother can have had an affair with a man she doesn’t really love, or can be seduced or raped. Or the circumstance of life of his parents were so terrible that they didn’t dare to get a child. They may have considered or tried an abortion. The feelings of being deserted can also arise from terrible situations like war, where there is no real protection and the danger of being killed is imminent. These kind of feelings can also originate from ancestry, transgenerational problems.
As a defense they can behave like the masses, hiding in the masses, that is the only security. Individuality, speaking one's mind, is dangerous. Just don't stand out, deal with the vagaries of the world in a flexible and tenacious way. They feel they can only rely on themselves, that there is no support or help available.
MindAutism with retardation.
Delusion I will not survive if I don't follow my own rules.
Fear: being killed, at any moment, for a tiny reason, or no reason at all.
Anger, rage, temper tantrums, maliciousness, auto-mutilation.
A young girl, refined and naïve, dancing for the king, who later roughly abuses her.
Head down.
Mass psychosis.
Small flexible, tough, gets through everywhere.
Make themselves small.
Insignificant, tasteless.
An inconspicuous façade.
Show nothing and stay in hiding, there I am safe.
Melt into the masses.
Just don't stand out, just stay covered, make myself invisible in the masses.
Fine, small, mossy, but tough, a survivor.
Concentration camp survivors.