EssenceThis personality feels totally alone in the world.
He feels lost and does not get help, not from his parents or others. It is even worse, he feels a threat to his life, from people or nature. He has used all kinds of rules and strategies, but gradually they failed. He even starts thinking that these strategies can be the cause of the problems. So he can feel guilty.
These aspects can be found in a man, severely disabled, restless, bustling and paralysed, unable to show his talents. He feels like an idiot, a cripple, a nuisance, sinking down, unable to write, paint, sing, or shout. Others don't see him or his talents. He feels worthless and ugly, not seen, overlooked or understood, being treated as a machine. He is put away somewhere, disposed of, waiting for care. When the care givers come ,they treat him like a thing, machine, a piece of living meat.
Another situation is like a little girl, who can't read, sits all alone in a dark corner of dark poor day-laborer's hut; her parents are poor charcoal burners and have no time for her. She doesn’t need much, very frugal. She speak very little, only one-word sentences. Life is just work, eat and get tired, survival, no time to think.
Or the situation of mountaineers who can't see or hear each other in the fog, only only connection to their comrades is a rope; everyone is completely on their own, disoriented, fear of perishing in the cold and ice. Help from outside is not possible.
Or the situation of prisoners like in the Middle Ages, locked up in some cellar dungeon, heard by nobody. They feel locked up, locked away, forgotten, rotting in a dark cellar hole, remaining behind bars.
A more recent situation is concentration-camp survivors.
MindConserved liveliness.
Feeling lost, alone
Liveliness is forbidden.
Concentration camp survivors.
Feeling tightly bound, as in armor, in a cave, protected.
Sensitive to criticism shrinks from it.
Closed, cannot express emotion, doesn’t want it, as a protection, camouflage.
Inside, refined, joyful, light, carefree, unburdened, secure, warm, in motions.
Lethargy.
Restless.
Isolation, dormancy, isolated, disconnected, embodying.
Feeling of being overlooked, forgotten, unnoticed.
Trapped in a vegetative or comatose state.
Feeling of being stuck in a repetitive loop, without progress or change.
Resilience and Survival
Survival in harsh conditions, enduring extreme conditions and adversity.
Emotional detachment as a survival mechanism,
Protecting one's inner self, one's vulnerable inner core from external challenges.
Desire to shield oneself, to protect oneself with dense spheres, and leathery, shielding outer layers.
Moments of awakening, release, and renewal.
A shift from isolation to reconnection,
Breaking free of rigid structures or dormancy.
Visions of expansive landscapes, liberation, new perspectives.
Feelings of heaviness, dullness, resistance.
Imageries includes knots, spheres, compacted forms, representing stagnation and containment.
Themes of neglect, scarcity, frugality, poverty, minimal resources.
Feelings of loneliness, disconnection, with a yearning for reconnection.
Isolated in snowy or foggy landscapes, unable to communicate or find their way.
Survival and perseverance, climbing mountains.
Themes of trust, surrender, letting go.
Children alone with unfulfilled potential and longing for connection.
Images of forests, animals, elemental forces.
Feeling stuck, lifeless, disconnected, comatose.
Need for revival, reawakening, recovery, transformation, release, liberation, renewal.
Ailments from trauma or prolonged illness.
Patterns of self-preservation that inhibit growth or transformation.
Lethargy, lack of motivation, dormant state.
Dreams: trapped in dungeons, fog, vegetative states.
GeneralSensation: dry, constricted, tight, heavy, pressure, compressed; heat.
BodyGeneral: dried out; polyp; fatigue.
Action: diuretic; antimicrobial.
Head: headache.
Eyes burn, sore, dry, = closing eyes.
Nose: cold; itching, sneezing.
Mouth: burning lower lip.
Throat: sore.
Chest: heavy, dense ball, knot, tight.
Stomach: heavy, dense ball, knotted together; crazy nerves; dyspepsia.
Abdomen: pelvis heavy, a dense sphere, stuck; tight, heavy; solar plexus in turmoil, sinking; liver problems, bilious.
Limbs: legs weak, jerking, violent. Nothing can get or out.
Skin: strange twitching, wave-like movements, as if something wanted to get out.
Urinary: cystitis.
Female: childbirth problems.
Limbs: muscular tension; tingling, twitching.
Skin!!: hard, dry, thick, leathery, exposed, tanned, used, dried out, dead, like elephant; cracks, bleeding, face, eyelids, legs.
LiteratureSchadde, Anne; Conserved liveliness, Salaginella lepidophylla according to the sensation method;
Spectrum 2021, 2, page 54; 2021; Isbn 9783955822392.