655.41.03 Dictamnus albus, CaseWoman, 40, cystitis.
She has recurrent cystitis with frequent and burning urination. It is better drinking a lot of water with lemon. Her urine smells like old urine. She is waking often from the urination. She has slight fever and sweating with it.
It started from worries, jealousy. She recently divorced because she lacked his support and care. He was authoritarian. She doubts her decision as she made it for 5 people, including her three children.
She also had cystitis at the start of the marriage. As a child she had enuresis. She had headaches at 18 when she had her first boyfriend.
She is very loyal. She did not acknowledge herself. Her father only appreciated boys, girls could not do anything. So she tried to be a boy. Her father was hard, authoritarian, beating them frequently, forcing his children to eat. Her mother did not protect the children. At 7 her parents divorced. That meant that she had to do a big part of the household as her mother was working.
She had little space or care of herself, felt inferior as if she had no right to exist. She felt ashamed of her opinions, did not have the courage to express them and take responsibility for them.
She is closed, not allowed to complain, has to be tough.
She is doing relationship therapy and gestalt therapy. She needs safety and wants freedom.
Dreams: being persecuted, fleeing into a dead end, cannot go through the hedge.
Dreams: driving a car, it will explode when she uses the brakes, she has to stop the car by driving along a wall.
Weather: chilly.
Time: < 7 pm.
Desire: pickles !, sour !, cheese, sweet.
Aversion: tomato.
AnalysisCarbon series: inferior as if she had no right to exist; parents divorced
Silicon series: marriage problems.
Silver series: relationship and gestalt therapy; father only appreciated boys, not girls.
Subphase 1: single.
Rutaceae: divorced, < lack of support and care; desire sour.
Stage 3: inferior; ashamed.
Dictamnus albus: cytitis.
Follow upOne month after Dictamnus MK the cystitis is much less. She feels much better emotionally, as if she has taken off a leaden coat. She is brooding less, has more self confidence.
After 5 months she feels good, has no cystitis any more. The Dictamnus is really supporting her. She can make choices more easily. She is supporting her children much better.
After 13 years she comes back with other problems, she never had the old ones anymore.