EssenceThis personality feels like a princess, very young, naive and innocent. She got pregnant from her lover, a Robin Hood figure, who is fighting her father, the king. She feels paralysed, frozen, desperate, embarrassed and suicidal, as her lover is a jester, cold and warm, carefree, not realising the situation, wanting to marry her though. She does not want an abortion and cannot decide for marriage with him, as a marriage is already arranged for her. He fears being exiled and isolated.
She can also feel like an old woman, being sad, as she never got children after she had an abortion, out of the feeling of having a bad marriage. She regrets the abortion.
MindA woman, old and sad, as she never got children after she had an abortion; She had a bad marriage and regrets the abortion.
Tiny forest, little people, goblins, hobbits.
Intrigues, gossip, manipulation.
Not reflecting, not knowing what to do.
Others decide for you as you are under threat, so there is no other option.
Problem of having to fulfill one's duty, destiny, for the greater good.
Responsibility, duty, tied, unable to act differently.
Protect the traditions of family and community, the position of the leader, the crown.
Lack of awareness of consequences.
Manipulating for selfish reasons.
Fear: exile, if pregnancy was found out.
Happily died from syphilis.
Body painting, tattoos.
Small ghetto, busy, not much space.
Desperate; suicidal.