EssenceThe personality of the
Piperales is rooted in a a feeling of a child that is neglected and unwanted. It feels like a child that is run over and even beaten. It is the feeling of a child that feels too much for his parents, a burden on their shoulders. It leads to feeling of guilt, of being a bad person.
Left aloneThis personality feels left alone, missing the protection, warmth and love of parents or others. Often there is a story that they are left alone, in a hospital, or in a boarding school or an orphanage. When they are younger they can be left alone in their own bed and own room, far away from the parents. They can be left alone in their grief, because the parents were thinking that comforting their child would spoil him. They feel set aside.
BoredIt induces a sad state. It feels that life is not nice any more, there is not much to enjoy any more. It has a tendency to see everything negative. Their lust for life is diminished their mood becomes flat. This personality has a lack of vitality spontaneity and creativity. It feels as if everything is useless. Life is unfair, unjust.
DistractionTo suppress this sad feeling one seeks distraction, in the form of entertainment or in the form of drugs, like smoking, alcohol, marihuana and the like. It makes that the sad state is suppressed and forgotten for a time. The joy of life comes back, making one cheerful, enthusiast en enjoying life again, at least temporarily.
ParentsOne or both of their parents often had a similar kind of personality. This personality makes it such that one usually gets irritated, for instance in the traffic. It can get irritated by children who are too lively and spontaneous or the opposite too sad, lamenting, weeping or screaming. This personality starts to scream and beat their children easily. And that induces the same state in their children.
UseThis personality easily feels taken advantage of. It easily sees things from the point of view of use instead of beauty or love. It easily feels used and even abused. On the other hand they can do the same thing to others, using them for their own purposes. It feels as if everything is useless, or as if they themselves are useless.
What also can happen that they don't want to abuse others, even when the other doesn't see it that way. They fear to be a burden to others.
MindFeeling unloved, unwanted, unappreciated, left alone, forsaken, isolated, alone, distant, set aside, neglected, being a burden, beaten, molested.
Listless, languid, apathetic, bored.
Lack of vitality, liveliness, creativity.
Restrained, walked over, beaten up, beaten down, life being beaten out of them by parents, traumas.
Flat, dull, bland, weary; disgust of life.
Ennui, boredom, > entertainment, excitement, distraction, drugs, tobacco, alcohol.
Enthusiasm, fiery, lively, vivacious, cheerful, gay, happy, foolish, loquacious, excitable, exhilaration; extravagant, amorous, lascivious.
Lazy.
Emotional, emotional instability, mood swings, crying easily, brooding.
Nervous, tense, irritable, shaky,
Cannot relax or calm down, no peace.
Unsafe, feels nowhere at home.
Unsure.
Nervous breakdown; burnout
Borderline; depression.
Delusions: being dried up; being sick; being unfortunate.
GeneralRegion: pelvis, bladder, uterus, prostate.
Desire: pepper, tobacco, alcohol, marihuana, drugs.
Food: < pepper, tobacco, alcohol, marihuana, drugs.
Sleep: sleepless, from being nervous, restless.
BodyAbdomen: pain; indigestion.
Male: prostatitis; prostatism.
Urinary: cystitis; nephritis.
Female: infertility; miscarriage; vaginitis, leucorrhoea; lichen sclerosis; premenstrual syndrome.
Skin: dermatitis, inflammation, eczema, hollow of elbows and knees; psoriasis.