EssenceThis personality feel insecure and cautious. On the other hand they are ambitious and want to show what they can. The ambition is mostly oriented to arts and sciences. They want to be special. This is mixed with a spiritual feeling, a search for the essence of things, the essence of life an themselves.
Invisible, not heardThey have the feeling they must adapt to the situation, to the family. They feel that they are not seen or heard, that their own needs are ignored. They are totally invisible. They just are part of the group and they have to adapt. The leader, which is often the father, is very domineering and strict. There is no place for their own projects and desires. In contrast, they have a strong desire to be on their own, to be themselves. They feel inferior and need compliments to feel better. They are worse from criticism and the opinions of others.
No spaceThey have the feeling that there is no space for them that they have to shrink, make themselves small so that they will not and cannot be seen. Their own space is taken over or invaded. They can also have the feeling of disappearing, and then they take no space at all anymore.
MindAilments from being dominated by others, family, father.
Ailments form criticism, excitement; grief.
Working for others, family. friends.
Feeling not heard, not seen, not respected or rewarded, ignored.
Desire to be independent free, go their own way.
Cannot say no, cannot set boundaries.
Interest in spirituality, self development.
Nervous excitement.
Pleasing!!; sympathetic, soft, timid, modest.
Energy: weak, injured; timid, impotent; coward.
Sexuality, impotence, frigidity.
Sad.
Delusion: being invisible, unseen, not heard, small.