EssenceThis personality feels ignored, not perceived, not accepted. This is often strongly connected to his father. He feels as if his father is not present for him, as if he does not respect him. He fears being completely abandoned. He feels small and invisible, not worthy. He feels like a defenseless child or fetus and seeks protection from his mother.
They do not want to become grown up, prefer to stay a child. They think that adults have no joy because they have too many responsibilities. They want things to stay as they are and never change.
MindLack of individuality, interwoven with others.
Fear of being lost when alone, when not connected to fellow humans.
Feeling small like a little child, invisible, unworthy, not respected.
Feeling defenceless, helpless, hopeless, unprotected, like an embryo.
Speechless, no answer.
Theme: loyalty to mother, mother earth.
Theme: abandonment of development out of loyalty to the mother.
Longing for the unknown father, but suppresses that feeling.
Separation, of parents, of man and woman, of spirit and earth.
Denial of separation.
Ancient, times oft ferns, producing coal, oil, and gas.
Lack of reverence for the world.
Separation versus unity.
Does not see anymore that all beings are inextricably interwoven and connected, that they need each other.
Sensitive, oversensitive to criticism.
Lethargic, loathing life.
Strongly male, feels superior.
Childish.
Secrecy.
Lost innocence, lost paradise.
Connecting to the origin, to earth.
Longing for light, for weightlessness, upwards.
Infinite patience.
Feeling empty, dull, hopeless.
Speechless.
Drama: separation of man and woman: hermaphroditism.
Ailments from separation from nature, bio-industry, unloving treatment of your body, artificial food, leading to diabetes, BSE, from abusing nature, extracting too much from the earth, like coals, oil and gas.
Aversion: change; become adult; responsibilities; learning; exertion.
Fear: becoming an alcoholic; parents quarreling, divorcing.
BodyGeneral: polyp; tumor; poisoning, vitamin B12 deficiency, rickets; growth retardation; soporific; torpid inflammations of lymphatic glands, lymphadenitis.
Action: abortifacient; astringent; cyanogenetic.
Vertigo: dizzy.
Head: headache.
Eyes: pain, deep, < looking sideways; pupils dilated; blind, monocular amblyopia; blue rings around eyes; vision blurred, lost, yellow; blind; atrophy optic nerve.
Face: pale; blue circles under the eyes.
Nose: epistaxis; itching.
Lungs: asthma; tuberculosis, no fever, limited lesions, scrofula.
Heart: failure.
Chest: problems.
Stomach: nausea; vomiting; painless hiccough.
Abdomen: bloated; distension, inflated; gnawing-pain, < sweets; worm colic; infection by parasites; worms; tapeworm!!.
Rectum: worm, tapeworm; constipation; diarrhoea.
Urinary: bladder cramps; enuresis.
Genital: gonorrhoea.
Female: menses copious, frequent; menorrhagia; puerperium problems; miscarriage, sterility.
Back: spina bifida.
Limbs: rheumatoid arthritis.
Skin: sores; wounds.