EssenceA personality who, through a traumatic experience, e.g. attending a cadet school, relies only on his personal strengths. Like a savant who exercises his talent with tunnel vision, functioning like an automaton.
It feels like being enclosed, in a tunnel-like state, not open, like a sleepwalker or autopilot, reduced to its functioning, without emotion or reflection, doing what one is told, receiver of orders. It looks like being in a cadet school, learning to march, being aligned, like apprentices who have to be polished. It is like working routinely, like in an assembly line, with robots every day, in synchronisation. It is a conformist, doing things step by step.
MindAutism, retardation.
Rorschach test.
Balanced.
Self-evident.
Savant-syndrome.
Speech retarded, repeating questions.
Understands what he has read, but cannot talk well.
Fascinated with numbers. He goes to a private nursery and is eager to learn. He mastered letters and numbers.
He is eager to learn, but it gives him also stress and then he starts biting his hand.
Likes cartoons, fairy tales, repeating parts of the cartoons, a kind of echolalia.
Very good contact with his mother, kissing, cuddling and hugging her frequently.
Likes riding a tractor or a motorbike, helping his father on the farm.
Likes to become a firefighter like his father.
Likes company, new people,
Seldom angry, < mother takes his phone away, when he wants something that he doesn‘t get, or when he is interrupted.
When he is angry he says “I will hit you”, or “The police will come and get you”.
He likes to play with his younger brother.
He gets nervous and annoyed by his younger sister.
Apologizing a thousand times when his mother is angry with him.
Hypersensitive to music.
Good orientation.
Annoyed by the demanding and impatient behavior of her mother-in-law.
Shameless, walking naked.
Pleasing, hugging, kissing, cuddling.
Functioning like an automaton.
Fear: dogs; ghosts; being kidnapped, < open windows in the night.
GeneralWeather: a desire to be outside; from strong winds.
Food: < gluten, dairy products, sugar.
Desires: dried bread, dry cornflakes; very picky.
Aversions: potatoes, soup, cake, muffins, new things.
Sleep: good; sometimes waking from nightmares, storms, or fire alarms; somnabulism.
BodyGeneral: < hypoxia during labor.
Nervous: Parkinson; moves like an automaton; weak muscles, lift his head with difficulty; imbalance, easily falling over; late crawling and walking; fine motor skills like drawing and writing are difficult; ticks, vocal, shaking his head, squinting his eyes, looking upwards, opening his mouth; slight convulsions, eyes wide open, arm stretched out to parents, < morning, < sleep.
Eye: tunnel vision.
Nose: blocked, worse at night.
Throat: low thyroid function.
Mouth: taste burning.
Lung: bronchitis, with lack of air; asthma, with wheezing, difficulty breathing, coughing until vomiting, worse from strong winds, better from a diet without gluten, dairy products and sugar.
Male: scrotal hernia.
Limbs: frozen shoulder.