Fairy tale: Hansel and Gretel.
EssenceGetting trapped, not getting away, sucked in. Interwoven network, conditional, manipulating, not in a mean way, but for survival in the community. If you want to be part of it, go along. Not straight in connection.
This personality has feelings of polarities and contradiction, between wanting to rise and feeling restricted, between wanting to become bigger and staying small.
MindContradiction between how it is and how it looks.
Felling restricted, limited, imprisoned in oneself, caught by handicaps, a wheelchair.
Psychedelic.
Addictions, trying to find solutions in drugs.
Cold, no real contact to the plant.
Anger, deep, cannot come out,
Schizophrenia.
Pedantic; makes sharp, condemning judgements.
Clairvoyant.
Clumsy, sensation.
Concentration, diminished, < reading.
Confusion, as if forgotten something, being surprised and irritated; with indifference; confusing sides.
Forgetful.
Grief, suppressed grief and offence, rises from the stomach to the throat, > work, consolation.
Heaviness.
Isolation, forsaken, desperate, isolated, no contact with the outside world.
Sadness, sighing, melancholy.
Sensitive, to noise, tiny noises.
Spontaneously, unexpected.
Unfeeling, without any emotion.
Delusion: having no body, only head and mind.
Delusion: distance, to the floor, as if something in between.
GeneralFood: appetite, diminished; thirstless.
BodyGeneral: polyp; diabetes.
Action: diuretic; laxative; astringent; refrigerant; sudorific; spleen tonic; cholagogue, diaphoretic, expectorant, vulnerary.
Vertigo: dizzy, as if drunken, af if benumbed, as if the floor is moving, with nausea, < bending forwards.
Head: feels enlarged, big, bigger than the rest of the body; pain, forehead, like a tension, hammering, sore, pressing, stinging temple right, vertex, comes and goes; fullness, pressure in the upper third of the head; brain feels viscous making it difficult to think; scalp itching, perspiration; feels light.
Eyes: dry, with strong lachrymation, < outdoor, > indoor, warm room; heavy in eyes, on both sides, very tired and sleepy; itching; pain, stitching, right eye; twitching, lids, left upper lid; visual illusions, light less intense in one direction, normal intensity in another direction; visual illusions, air moving a lot between my eyes and the floor; lines shiver briefly; sharp vision.
Ear: itching, right.
Nose: discharge, watery; as if a foreign body; as if something is falling out, fly out of the nose, < exhaling; sneezing; sinusitis.
Face: Itching; lips dry, fluttering, burning; jaws formication, tension; sweat, perspiration; trembling, lower lips.
Mouth: falling palate; bleeding gums; cancer of hard palate.
Throat: scraping, clearing larynx.
Lungs: catching breath, forget it once in a while, followed by a deep breath, sighing; bronchitis; hiccough.
Heart :heart, capillary problems.
Stomach: eructation; nausea, with vertigo, hiccough; heat.
Abdomen: liver hard, obstructied; spleen weak, obstruced, sclerosis; worms; distension, with urging for stool and cutting, stitching pain; spleen problems..
Rectum: flatus, explosive, without diarrhoea, dysentery, odorless; explosive stool and flatus, < morning; constipation; diarrhoea, dysentery; piles.
Urinary: urine scanty, gravel deposits in the bladder; urge to urinate; Bright's disease.
Back: chilly; itching; pain, burning, under scapulae, ameliorated by pressing the muscles with the hands; burning down the back.
Skin: biting of serpents; wounds; burns and scalds.