EssenceThis personality feels like he is living in a ghetto, in poverty and violent situation, without having a possibility to get out away. They feel left out of the wealth that other have, who protect themselves with walls and fences, to keep the poor out. It is like the Apartheid.
The opposite is wealthy people that fear to get into the situation of the poor, so they defend themselves with walls as in gated communities. But it does not make them happy, as life becomes artificial, plastic like.
MindPeople, immigrants living in ghettos, slums, refugee camps, prisons, concentration camps, in poverty, dirt and violence.
Drug addicts, addicted to alcohol and drugs, living in cellars, ruins.
Accepting horrible situation, as it has been for generations.
Lonely, one can only rely on oneself for survival; relations with family and friends are chaotic.
One cannot leave, get out of the situation.
Hatred, built up inside.
No resources, no real help from friends as they also have nothing.
BodyGeneral: numbness.
Nose: smell fresh.
Throat: pain, raw, dry; feeling as if things have been pushed, forced down one’s throat; one needs to cry but cannot.
Skin: itching legs, with need to scratch, worse from cold.