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Song "Stitched on my heart".
Movie “Triangle of Sadness”.
Avadhuta Gita; "Song of the free soul".
EssenceThis personality lives in fantasies, in his head. He is very rational, with a lack of emotions or contact to his emotions. He looks very stable and content, but lacks a base. He is loyal to the family and copies the profession of his father, taking over his company. His parents want him to do so and try to shine through their children. He has an impeccable, almost flawless behaviour. Everyone looks up to him as a respected authority. But in reality, he lacks depth. He has no emotional connection with the people around him. Outwardly, there is nothing to criticise, he is polite and professional. Yet inside, he is empty. He feels different, not related to others.
MindAutistic, limited vocabulary.
Desire to be perceived as a member of his family, to stay in my one's own happy world.
Aversion to be different.
Desire security, feeling safe.
Working simply, monotonous, without thinking, not recognising values, exploited, hoping for a better life.
Childish, happy, naive, cute.
Restless, hurry, motion, spinning around.
Aversion being disturbed.
Pushing people away when they want something from him or when in pain.
Angry, bitter.
Have to fight one's own family, invisible enemies.
Strong forgetting, not remembering, not reflecting, amnesia.
Borders with gaps so that water, migrants, smugglers can get through illegally.
Secrets that are betrayed, whistle-blowers.
Nothing is made to last forever, there are always damaged areas, dissolutions.
Insecure, fear of being thrown out, excluded, by being a bastard.
Parents with many children.
Deep deep grief.
Feeling lost.
Money changers.
Thinking they are quite something.
Flash commercials of less than a second.
Desire to lay down and be helped.
People still connected to their mother, as with the umbilical cord.
GeneralWeather: craving for fresh air, coolness, cold bath.
BodyHead: headache, right side, squeezed; hydrocephalus.
Nervous: stumbling, insecure gait.
Eyes: irritated; heavy eyelids; lachrymation; vision flickering.
Ears: problem, ear pain, right ear; hearing acute.
Stomach: nausea, seasick.
Urinary: kidney problems.
Female: complicated labour.
Limbs: right arm hurts.
DD: Placenta.