Culture: movie "King of the Fishermen", movie "I Never Promised You a Rose Garden".
EssenceThis personality is like a woman who is beaten and abused or mistreated and sees no way out for herself. She becomes a dissociated child, disconnected from her emotions. She lives in her won world, distant form the real world to become invulnerable. Staying alone behind a glass wall is her defence.
MindFeeling special.
Defiance, as a result of deep, unbearable pain, as protection, to become invulnerable.
Hatred, from being destroyed.
Withdraw into a childlike world.
Not heard.
Thinking difficult, in half sentences, thoughts escape.
Absent-minded, dull, dull-witted, numb.
Destroyed, not knowing who I am.
Doing everything mechanically.
Schizophrenia, catatonia.
Bored.
Desire go get away, but afraid of the world outside.
Very feminine, elegant but also masculine.
Sexuality half, unequal, lob-sided, not in balance, half man half woman?
Caring, looking after one another, also like coquetterie, inviting.
A bit dark, you make something of life but it ain’t easy.
Seeking contact to make it liveable but in the end.
the feelings you have about it you have to bare yourself.
Wherever you are in life.
Enduring, well, consciously, without having a choice, > alone
not accepted.
Friendly.
BodyGeneral: tired.
Nose: smell musty, slightly fishy smelling.
Mouth: clenching teeth.
Limbs: right arm hurts, from exertion.