IntroductionThis personality has a conflict in going one’s own way and being social, wearing one own kind of clothing and cosmetics on, in a quiet way as is good for oneself, without the intention to provoke. He wants to go forward and do his own thing with full power or not. But doing that gives the risk of things going wrong, failing and becoming dirty. It is a conflict between being spontaneous and playful and on the other hand becoming dirty, damaged and needing a bath. The conflict between liveliness and sterility.
MindPower, but trembling.
A strong, big judo man, like Wim Ruska.
Go with full power or not, going forward or giving.
Conquer things from the darkness, conquering the dark sides below, the dark soil and ground.
When things are done half, it is time to stop.
The shadow side of a very talented person and that side starts taking all space.
Desire to hide one negative side, does not want that side to be seen, denies that side even.
Need to be wise and spiritual.
Needs for control.
Need to take things with humour, because if you get angry, everything will only get worse.
BodyNervous: Parkinson, trembling.
Head: tingling of the left side of the skull, as if stunned.
Mouth: dry; tip of the tongue furry; saliva increased.
Limbs: neuralgia in my left arm, a shooting pain in my elbow and wrist, a tingling in my fingers and fingertips.
Phase 5, Silver series; Stage 11.