EssenceThis personality can be as pure being, without thinking or working. NDE (near-death experience).
Problem: e.g. we have an intuition, let ourselves be distracted by bills, numbers, then doubt comes and one is already outside. Lost the connection.
The most logical system is often not in harmony with our intuition, we have to stay with ourselves.
The remedy brings us to ourselves, to our higher, true self.
MindConcentration difficulties, writing difficult.
Weighing is exhausting.
Disorder, confusion in the head.
Feeling of calm, meditative.
Honor to be allowed to test it.
Free in feeling, beautiful, high peaceful, soft feeling.
Transcendent, relaxed.
Staying with oneself.
No demand for external perfection.
Matter is not important.
Fear of loss of control.
Can stay centered with myself, perceive myself.
Desire to work hard.
Means embodies what connects both worlds.
The means brings us only that we are like at a gas pump, connected to the true. The Divine
Self.
"Tying".
Providing, something that is missing.
We do not need matter.
Human love is there.
Solution: BE THERE WITHOUT THINKING.
Speak from the heart, not from the brain.
Clear vision.
Something archaic.
Reject rules.
Not anarchistic but everything that has to do with rigid rules is redundant. Free cognition principle.
Do things because man needs it in the present time. But has it no place in the present time?
To wish for freedom and people who have no expectations of how I should be.
We see people from the heart, from the soul.
Only send love.
A source within us, when you feel it, you know it!
Permanent connection.
We bring this higher feeling and consciousness to this earth.
To bring the mundane together with the state of this energy.
From which one can be catapulted out again and again. Not to be sure to be always at the source of power.
BEING in a healing circle and the state that was reached was that of
Psychotria viridis in pure culture: PURE BEING.
General
Sensation: Everything becomes heavy.Being pushed down.Feeling as if a giant hand is pressing from above.Feeling of being pulled down towards the bladder.
As if pressed into the chair.
Weather: cold, chill; cold; total heat, heat wave.
BodyHead: headache; migraine; depressive dizziness in temples; pressure in the back of the head.
Eye: conjunctivitis.
Face: cheeks tingling, contracting, as if something was lying outside; pressing in the lower jaw.
Nose: smell acute, intense.
Mouth: saliva copious.
Vertigo, goes to upper jaw and temples.
Lungs: deep sighing.
Stomach: nausea; pressing.
Abdomen: solar plexus is clear, pressure.
Limbs: uncomfortable cold feet, shoulder; pressure in shoulder-neck area.
Tingling in splint legs.
Feeling others may have power over me or be overpowering to me. Coldness in the eyes.
Pressure below the navel.
When rubbing, the feeling that the lance is withstanding the pressure is very centered. Sadness.
Exhausting, but what? Feeling that I would shy away from it. Slow to move, sluggish.
Can stay with himself.
Eye pressure is relieved.
Inner alertness arises (not for the outside world).
Feeling that more power is coming in and I still have something to do.
I can stay with myself in a clarity.
- I AM.
Dull stinging on the back of the hand.
Pressure on the zygomatic bone.
Pressure painful when thinking.
Now I can breathe deeply and well.
Inhaled air is clear as in the mountains. Splint legs are cold.
I can breathe deeply, breathing is free.
The other group is disturbing.
It is hard to stay with oneself.
The others are so loud, disturbing by the volume.
The uprightness is like in a good meditation.
The scratching is so beautiful.
It is the effort not to move, like in a meditation. Maybe also the saliva flow because we swallow so little.
Like around a bright light, rock crystal.
It has a cleansing effect, like after an hour in the Feldenkreis.
Inner uprightness that happens by itself.
C I/3.1Must laugh, light and carefree, beautiful.
The side group is totally loud, laughing.
We are one and yet individual.
I want contact with the other group, the others want to be with themselves. Great expanse.
Everything doesn't matter, everything is good, who you are, how you are.
Beautiful body feeling, upright, painless.
Just by itself.
Everything looks like an apparition.
Without effort one is upright, natural.
Earthly things don't matter, lights are unnecessary.
the remedy is healing.
one arrives at oneself.
This is how it should be, with the body, not with the head.
Dorle would like to rub it on herself.
Gratitude to test this remedy.
Close your eyes.
Is very valuable.
Did the world know about this energy?
The world is far out.
My cervical vertebra is loosening.
Cervical vertebrae loosening.
C I/1.3.2Showers through, like clear brook, like refreshment. It smells like fresh mountain air.
Inner joy from within.
Must sigh deeply more often, relieving.
Psychotria viridis = Chacruna
Meditation without doing anything.
Bright energy, the room is bright.
Without doubt, everything is right, at the right time.
Gratitude.
Need not to move.
Need to sit upright.
All tension goes out, even small joints.
Coolness, clear relaxation, it loosens more and more.
Desire to take something out of the shell.
One comes into the state that one works out through meditation. Body awareness there, without straining, is simply there.
Time has passed incredibly fast.
Scratching is mundane process, actually superfluous.
Awareness is just there, you don't have to go out of your way to get it. I believe it is a means of dissolving the 3Dimensionality.
Permanent cosmic image before eyes (soul sign?).
C 2 /1.1Awe, touching.
Everything is right, everything is good.
It is good the way it is.
Role models are superfluous.
Ancestors, parents die.
with the thoughts: how is it with me when I become older than them (parents/father). Feelings, almost a sense of guilt when you live longer than parents.
Thoughts. I go into the systemic family energy.
Scratching becomes superfluous, but we just do it.
Processes we need for perception and hold on to it. Structured, but it is of no consequence in this state.
C 2/1.2Gratitude.
Everything that does not belong to us is squeezed out. It is in the heart.
It goes through to the small pelvis.
It is the whole axis.
So much seems so ridiculous.
Cleaning, gym.
Everything that happens is right.
Serenity.
Talking from the soul.
The fields around us are getting bigger.
The matter around us is so heavy.
I have to think of angels.
again 2/1.2Gentle, respectful stretching.
"an insane remedy".
one can look in love at one's fellow man, as if one were looking at the soul and not at the person, his outward appearance.
Lower abdomen, birth, pressure downward, into the small pelvis.
Rebirth.
Morphogenesis.
Separation between earthly and soul.
Connection between earthly and spiritual.
Like detoxification, purification of the cellular space and lymph.
Everything becomes pure.
For years I knocked on the gates of God until I realized that I was knocking from the inside.
Feeling wise.
Eating meat leads us to nourish our earthly conflicts.
Eyes are clearer, sharp vision.
Abdominal muscles are stronger, stable center, I can do earthly things without losing connection.
Left shoulder hurts.
C 2/2.2Feeling I could sit down without rubbing and still something would happen. Like rock crystal, passage into other dimensions.
Out of the mundane into my own wide space.
White light. Rainbow, absolute purity, absolute silence.
Again and again head pressure.
Careful rubbing, meditative.
We rub only because it is prescribed, otherwise we would meditate on the substance. Contraction in the lower pelvis, salivary glands.
Satisfaction, no pressure to perform.
Too much matter around us.
prefer to wear only cotton shirt.
one does not need so much, rather reduce.
C 2/3.1Physical erection decreases somewhat.
Pressure in the sacroiliac area, gives slightly.
Feeling to heal the patient on a spiritual level and with physical exercises. Or to help him.
Insights to treat the patient in a completely different way. More with the spiritual part, more spiritual.
C 2/3.2Patience with the environment.
One is connected with everything.
Serenity towards things.
The whole numbering system is actually superfluous.
Why do we doubt ourselves?
Why don't we rely on our feelings and higher knowledge?
Is healing not enough with our hands only?
Nothing distracts us anymore. Clarity.Great calmness.
Spiritual people who are earthly out of tune. To be connected to the highest source.
We talk, but nothing is written down because it is simply not important realization that is not spiritual.
Source within, which one feels, to which one has access.
Deep trust, deep awareness of the inner source,
No detached state, natural love without condition for the other. Feeling of being grounded.
What we do, we do from the heart, not from the ego - I.
Glasses break.Maybe a person who is looking for the connection to the top and is stuck.
Also someone who has this experience and can't hold it.
When the material everyday life keeps us from the deeper feeling to come back to the inner center.
It helps us to stay with ourselves and not to rival or compare others with ourselves. Compare For people who cannot hold the higher consciousness?
Our body is white, not beautiful.We know everything is 100% in us, then an earthly doubt comes and everything is gone.
It brings us back on our way to our intuition.
Problems with time, problems with grounding.
During the exam such a nice feeling of perfect state of consciousness.
Big problems, especially in dealing with everyday things. Totally annoyed and a bit spaced out. Problems with speeds, especially when driving.
Barely feeling connected. Sadness. Melancholy. Irritability.
Extraordinary silence, calm extreme, safe and secure.Serious, resistant, resists pressure.
Can't be brought down.
Talks very quietly.
Must make an effort.
Poor mobility, always in one and the same position.
Is not aware of her surroundings.
Does not need to do anything else, thank God.
Eye pressure is relieved.
Great alertness for the inside, not the outside world.
Still has something in front of her, something to do.
The world is far away.Freezing.
No here and now, please.
Cold, like a clear mountain stream.
Cleaning.
Something goes out.
Refreshment.
Cold showers sign of: that's right! Deep sigh, relieving.
Still a lot of rest.
like meditation.
Awe seizes her.Everything is good, everything is right.
Death of the father is an issue for S. because he died so early. Didn't need a suffering animal image.
Father role model, also own mortality.
Being older than father became.
They begin to address things now:
With D. it is the never known mother, but now goes into the systemic energy of the father.
It is a soooo beautiful means.
Is just a rule!!!
Sentence: I think I must shiver.
Awe is in the room.
Deep silence.
Wise,
Flesh makes themes in us have present.
We do not become free with it.
Indestructible.
black holes.
Continue to be great meditative calm.
speaking not easy
No pressure to perform.
Does not need anything external.
Just a white frock, the simplest.
No frills.
Closet cleaned out.
Reduce.
Continue to be great meditative calm.
speaking not easy
I feel his pulling, extremely strong down the whole side.
No pressure to perform.
Does not need anything external.
Just a white frock, the simplest.
No frills.
Closet cleaned out.
Reduce.
How do I want to work.
Very much with itself, clearly.