665.65.04 Podranea ricasoliana, CaseCase by Martin Jakob.
Woman, 50, varicose veins.
She had an operation on the vein in her leg. Her liver and gall bladder give her problems, her spleen is enlarged and she has a cyst in her right breast. In the past she used to have bronchitis frequently and Lyme’s disease.
Her sadness and problems stem from childhood. She stayed in a convent school for 12 years. She took on the role of victim with feelings of guilt and that she does not take on enough responsibility. She wants to be recognised and defines herself through success and being nice. She wants to be heard and seen and has taken on more colour and character. She hates to be dictated to, where others tell her what she should or should not do. She does not like to be pushed down.
She fears her sexuality. In the past she tried to pray it away, but today she wonders how to go on with this force. Her husband is a good man, but dislikes sexuality. She would like to respect her sexuality, but does not know how. She has the whore and the nun in herself. She feels she is at a point where she does not know how to go on. It feels like a balloon pushed down under water permanently. This has cost her so much strength. She does not want to be that sweet, lovely girl. It feels like a teenager in a full body condom. She wants to be wild, trust herself, and be like a wild animal. She often feels like sitting dutifully, in the monastery.
She is very expressive and lively, laughing out loud. She is known for creating fun and enthusiasm at parties. In the mountains she feels like a mountain lion.
She is a kindergarten teacher and healer. She often has the feeling that she cannot achieve anything in her therapeutic work.
She is interested in shamanism, family constellations and alternative healing.
AnalysisLanthanides: freedom; healer; alternative healing.
Phase 6: victims; husband does not appreciate her exuberant love of life.
Subphase 5: enthusiastic, communicative, outward energy.
Stage 4: how to go on; full body condom; a ball is pushed under water.
Follow upAfter Podranea she looks better and is wearing bright colours. She feels very well and is able to live her energy much better, is much happier and freer. Later, she then has a bright green nasal discharge.
She gets compliments from all sides, as how good she looks. She is more one with herself, has signed up for a dance class and has stepped out of her role as a victim.