EssenceThis personality feels like the family scapegoat. He feels locked in, punished, imprisoned in a cellar because of misbehaviour, as if he committed a crime against the family. He is a child who is blamed for everything that goes wrong, who draws resentment upon himself. He feels pushed back and left alone. He becomes angry, pushing others away, wanting to be left alone. This state can arise from being betrayed and fired by a friend who one was working for, giving him more than agreed, but not getting paid for it. Then they feel used and betrayed.
MindAutism, limited contacts; speech impaired; repetitive behaviour.
Speech impaired, delayed, very limited, uttering only sounds like a cat.
Understands language quite well.
Blocked, being inaccessible, like surrounded by a wall, impenetrable.
Contact very connected to her mother, desire to be carried by her mother all the time.
Contacts are poor, little eye contact, not reacting to her name.
Hiding when there are many people, in crowds, > known children.
Not interested in other children, does not play with them.
Anger, sometimes very angry, sudden, unexpected outbursts, explosive, temper tantrums when overwhelmed.
Malicious, sometimes, throwing down things, and breaking other children's towers.
Nervous, pushy.
Repetitive behavior like washing her hands and picking up toys.
Obsessive, toys have to be in a special place and order.
Concentration is low, easily distracted.
Working hard, at school, for their family and friends, and still think they are bad.
Sad, cries a lot, difficult to calm down, better being carried by mother for half an hour; suicidal.
Anxious and starts crying from noises, raised voices, aggitated conversations.
Oversensitive to noises, sound of flushing toilets, washing machines, blenders, mixers, humming, laughing, or singing of her mother.
Soft, delicate, weak, < morning.
Very lively and aggitated.
Loves dogs, real dogs, cuddly dogs, images of dogs.
Fear: new places, new houses; being on swing alone.
Fear: alone in the dark.
Fear: doing something wrong; being wrong, bad; being criticised.
Loves cartoons, but can also be afraid of figures in them, like dwarfs with red hats.
Loves water and runs to it.
Aversion to getting dressed or undressing, to go to the toilet to pee.
Sensation of falling deeply.
GeneralFood: she is on a diet without gluten and sugar; < milk.
Desires: rice, pasta, milk, soup, chips; she is very picky with food; inedible things.
Aversion: new things, potatoes.
Sleep: she can only sleep with her mother, lying on her chest; she needs to be carried all the time.
BodyGeneral: fever; fistula; stone.
Action: antiphlogistic; diuretic; expectorant.
Nervous: tics, sudden motions of her arms, shoulders, head, and legs, swallowing saliva, bending of her right hand, smelling and sniffing, tapping with her fingers on her head and on tables; as if after a stroke; walking on the tips of her toes.
Mouth: tongue feels swollen.
Stomach: indigestion, vomiting.
Abdomen: cramp, < milk, > being carried; appendicitis.
Rectum: constipation, from holding her stool in too long.
Urinary: dysuria.
Genital: gonorrhea; syphilis.
Female: pregnancy with coryza, headaches, vomiting, lack of baby movements, placenta praevia.
Skin: eczema.