MindDesire company, family, relatives, friends, crowd; big family meetings.
Stimulation of the central nervous system, mental agility, intuition, hyper-ideation, lucidity, well-being, intuitions; enthusiasm.
Cheerfulness, gaiety, happiness, content, excitement, satisfaction, calmness, comfort, pleased with all the world, tranquil, motionless, good humour, witty jokes, laughing.
Profound solitude, desolation, life feels like a wasteland; lack of help and support.
Mental depression, torpor, nervous depression, neurasthenia, < other’s indifference.
Hardly participating, distant, detached, cold; indifference to others, the world, work.
Feeling of inadequacy, inferiority.
Sensation of anguish and suffocation.
Jealous, ready to fight.
Suspicious, cannot relax, even with pleasures.
Sensitive, oversensitive; hyperaesthesia.
Unsure, unsafe.
No rights < emotional blackmail.
Struggling, competing and making friends with one's enemy.
Desire rhythm, rhythmical music, movement, dance.
Desire spirituality, anthroposophy, priest.
Fear: annihilated; succumbing; dying suddenly of a heart attack.
Dreams: friendship, camaraderie, family, fathers, mothers, relatives, children, participation, hugging, group life, return of dear old friends, women, crowds.
Dream: old man with a wrinkled face like parchment; gypsies kidnap a daughter of a friend of mine.
Themes: volcanoes, craters, lairs, cellars, caves, sand, bicycle, island, sea, hospitals.
GeneralWeather: chilly; bodily temperature lowered.
Sweat: scanty; armpits.
Time: < 10 pm.
Aversion: food, anorexia.
Sleep: sleepless; sleepy.
BodyEnergy: weariness.
Head: empty; discomfort; headache, electrical, in waves, as full of cotton, as brain floating in a fluid, frontal, one-sided, < morning; ! sunstroke.
Eyes: rheumatic inflammation, visual disturbances.
Ears: ! painful, itchy, behind the ear; chronic deafness.
Nose: nosebleed, left, < evening; painful, red boil under the left nostril.
Face: pale.
Mouth: dry.
Throat: dry; tickling.
Lungs: cough, dry, as from dust in the bottom of the trachea; pleurisy; respiration quickened.
Heart: wide oscillations; hypotension; acceleration of pulse.
Stomach: anorexia, heartburn; painful cramps; gastric irritation.
Abdomen: tension; persistent epigastric pain, vibration; colic; meteorism, rumbling; cramps; pain in spleen; jaundice; liver heavy, swollen, bigger, boring pain, < bending over, under the ribs.
Rectum: constipation; diarrhoea; urgency, as of acute poisoning.
Urinary: urine scanty; kidney colic; irritation urethra, constant dropping from orifice, prostatic.
Female: pain right ovary.
Back: cold.
Limbs: cold; gout, rheumatism; periostitis of the frontal bone; dull ache, inside of the left thigh; pains hot burning cramping, thighs, head of the femurs legs; neuralgia burning, right forearm, < extending arm, index finger; trembling hands, < delicate movements; cold hands and feet.
Skin: pruritus, itching.