EssenceAddiction, cosmic connection, materialism, impulsiveness, optimism, extroversion, escapism, Jekyll & Hyde
Seemingly optimistic, extroverted and playful, seeking new experiences, impatient and impulsive, maintaining freedom and happiness, avoiding pain, spirit seeking.
Materialistic, accumulating fancy cars, homes, partners, clothes.
Stock market trader, addiction to alcohol and marijuana cocaine and heroin
MindSpecial; bloating myself up, big with little substance.
Silence, but tense, distant.
Being an octopus, eating everything, a devouring mother.
Fertility.
Caught by fear, cannot flee.
Face contracting, mouth nose, mouth, drying out.
Facade, mask, smug, hollow.
Lively, but hidden in myself.
Woldemorth van Harry Potter, shadow being, being bad, no contact to the ground, floating.
Cemetery.
No one will come, I am alone.
Sense of being split form myself, only being where the fungus is.
Steals all life energy at umbilicus.
Sucked empty, thought form head.
Cancer that breaks open and metastases.
BodyGeneral: fevers; feeling pulse in one part of the body, other parts felt dead.
Action: haemostatic, antibiotic.
Head: headache, pressing, outward.
Throat: sore; laryngitis.
Lungs: breathing difficult; inflammation, cough.
Skin: bleeding wounds.
Phase 5, Phase 7; Stage 14.