Proving: sense proving, 6-4-2018, Rottenburg.
Prover 1Smell light, floating, thin, delicate.
I am not present.
Unable to take one’s space.
Small, very small, futile.
Small wallflower.
I do not know where I am standing.
Orientation diminished.
A person that does not belong to anyone, to any group, but forces herself to go on, even when she just hangs on to some groups without belonging; they feel taken for granted as if the are not capable even when they do a lo; she is anxious for everyone and everything.
AnalysisPhase 2: absent; small; not belonging, just hanging on.
Stage 5: force herself.