IntroductionThis personality feels like the scapegoat of the community because he or his family has done something totally inappropriate. He feels astonished that this could have happened and has the feeling he can do nothing about it. This is the more so because the misbehaviour has nothing bad in it at all, it is just a strange norm which is violated. He fears to be punished if he does something completely normal, like putting on socks. He is indecisive from the fear of making wrong decisions, without knowing what is wrong.
All this makes him very sensitive. He sees and hears misbehaviour, cheating and betrayal in the community from slight aberrations. He tries to mediate and help, but gets attacked by everyone for raising a sensitive issue. He even becomes harassed from raising an issue that he himself was scapegoated for.
MindWhistle-blower.
Benevolent.
Distant, does not want to get involved in the troubles.
Very cautious, prepared for an attack; I kept on going; suffering from a blow in life; afterwards no resistance to fight back; thus retiring, postural protection.
Painful retirement.
Aggrieved, damaged, finally withdrawing.
Clamp tightly.
Deep grief.
Not knowing where it is going.
Generous, inviting, with a great heart.
Differentiated, one can be a bit different.
As if there was suddenly more than just one point of view.
Doesn't want to be flattened.
Defensive, rigid, very heavy, sad, headache.
Resists because of past misfortune, doesn't want to experience it again.
Dizziness, makes tired.
GeneralWeather: chilly.
BodyVertigo.
Head: stitching pain, behind ears, right more than left, whole head.
Eyes: pain from eye to occiput to spinal column.
Mouth: grinding teeth.
Throat: unprotected, cold, tickling, scraping.
Lung: cough, < tickling throat.