IntroductionAs a younger sibling one wants to be with his older brother, to be taken with. This is refused, or one even gets pushed back. One would like to have a orientation in life, and there is no one else. You feel alone and not belonging. Later in life as an adult one has managed to get out of this feelings, but is still subconsciously afraid of this situations to come back. One has found his way out and never want to drop back. The grief and the pain of the past is no longer perceived, is in control.
MindCan you here me?
Sadness and confusion.
One is good and nice, but they do not dare to come out, they do not show their vulnerability and their confusion.
Alone and abandoned.
They lock, block, inhibit their feelings; they do not want to drop back in this feelings.
They are not worthless; they endeavour, but nobody wants them.
They are avoided and excluded, alone; not allowed to participated; but they want to participate so eagerly.
They never want to go back where they coming from.
Proud to be here.
In control.
Try to belong to.
BodyLarynx, inflammation.
Sadness constricts the throat.
Stage 11.