663.63.05 Ceratostigma willmottiana, CaseWoman, 65, multiple sclerosis.
She has multiple sclerosis for 4 years after a period of burnout with pain and lameness of her arms and legs. It is a mild form, diagnosed by an MRI. She has pains in her arms and numbness in her hands and pains in her face. She has stitching pain in her knees with heavy and lame legs. She has cold spots. It was after a period when she did too much volunteer work. She goes over her boundaries, does not feel them.
She often feels rejected, especially when people behave as if she does not exist. She often feels forgotten, as if she was blocked out, erased.
She is very spiritual and two times had an experience of unity.
She had a tooth abscess and tendinitis of her right wrist.
Her mother had a minority complex.
At 3 her father left with another woman and she screamed to her father “come back”. Her mother remarried an abusive man. She had to protect her mother against her stepfather.
In her youth she was accused of being stupid, a failure. She was unsure and had learning problems.
She was a very sensitive child, seeing things more accurately than other children. She was sexually abused by her stepfather.
She always tried to do her best to get some recognition.
Her husband has Asperger’s and can see her only in his way.
She is helping as a volunteer in a spiritual organisation. There she tries to please everyone by doing many things but she is not seen and feels abused.
She has conflict with her mother, who accuses her of doing things wrong and of theft. Her mother was diagnosed with narcissism disturbance.
AnalysisLanthanides: multiple sclerosis; spiritual; spiritual organisation; sensitive child, seeing accurate.
Carbon series: tried to get recognition.
Silicon series: marriage.
Phase 6: sexually abused; abused; blocked out, erased; father left.
Subphase 3: tried; pleasing; forgotten; need support form father.
Stage 5: unsure.
Follow upAfter Ceratostigma willmottiana 30K she starts feeling better. She gets more power in her legs and feet. She notices that conflicts with her mother do not result in a weakening of her legs as in the past. She stopped doing her best for her mother, does not have to save her mother anymore.
Half a year later she feels more strong and has much less problems from her multiple sclerosis.