Culture: Maoris; book The bone people; televison series Pinky and the Brain.
EssenceThis personality is like a normal working man, a gardener or carpenter, doing his daily work to make money. He feels insecure, but hides that behind formal behaviour. He is gentle, good hearted and nice. But it is a cover-up, showing that he is a normal working bloke, proud of his job and not part of society. There is a constant feeling of not having enough power to survive, of having to be careful with one's resources, especially after having been betrayed or robbed.
A sitaution can be of a boss getting angry when discovering that an employee has stolen from him, but he has been stealing from his employees for a long time with low wages.
Or a parent is getting angry at her child because he leaves home, but the child has been suppressed and abused in childhood by them.
Or a teacher who is old-fashioned, has no style or taste, and is teaching useless old-fashioned items. Her teaching is boring, like a punishment, but she thinks great of herself, is proud taht she comes from a powerful family.
MindA constant struggle between progressive and conservative forces, between big and small.
Alternate between outgoing and holding in.
Compromises between your forces, between blocking emotions and letting it flow.
Feeling totally drained, as if poisoned, powerless, resigned, as if life is sucked out of me by my wife.
A vampire.
Few friends.
Smoking and drinking problems.
I adapt, but still go my own way.
I have to be able to go my own way, otherwise I will loose myself in relations with others.
One of a twin dies.
Feeling guilty when things go bad for others, like a family member, brother or parent.
Alternating in the adapting and cheating, in roles in the marriage and companies.
Fear of poverty and death.
Sudden breaks in the course of life.
Free-floating, but then constricted and narrow.
Emptiness, powerless, exhaustion, abortion, from grief, destiny and fate.
Early death of a woman after labour; she has 11 children and her husband is gone; she has no help in the household.
Marriage is not happy.
Stage eight.
A man and a woman are in love, but their families fight about their relation.
Organ traffic.
Children found dead on the streets without organs, in Ukraine, Egypt.
GeneralWeather: warm-blooded.
BodyAction: diuretic.
Head: pressing headache at the left temple.
Ears: big; problems, deafness.
Lungs: short breath; cough, expectorating from deep down.
Heart: underdeveloped; with a hole; hypertension, < pregnancy.
Abdomen: liver problems
Urinary: kidney, pains, uneasy, left, squeezed after the urination; burning at the end of the urethra; urination, copious, huge, giving huge relief; nephrectomy.
Female: pre-eclampsia; pregnancy is asking too much.
Back: problems.
Limbs: oedema and swellings of legs treated by bandages; joints stiff, pressing pain.