Concepts Antimonium Muriaticum
Loss of creativity Broken relationship Silenced Mother Child
Disdain Insulted Care Nurturing
Touched or Looked at Attention
Contrary ‘No’
Self-pity
Sacrifice Martyr Attention seeking
Shocking Sadness
Poison Alone
Anti-social
AnalysisMotherhood has meant a loss of career.
Sacrificing yourself as a mother.
Silenced by your mother.
Not being heard by your mother.
Contrary towards your mother.
Loss of talent leads to self-pity.
Loss of ideas means loss of attention.
Attention is like poison.
Attention feels like an insult.
Essence: motherhood has meant a loss of career.
Loss of career through motherhood
They feel that they have to give up their artistic career to be a mother. It is not something that can be combined, it is either one or the other. So being a mother they have to make this sacrifice.
Silenced by your motherOr they may have the feeling that their creative urge is being smothered by their mother. They have all sorts of creative ideas, but their mother always cuts them off before they have a chance to develop them. Their mother simply doesn’t hear them and goes right against all their creative wishes.
This often happens in cases where the mother herself was denied the opportunity to develop her creativity and this has made her awkward and uncooperative.
Turning against your mother
They become obstinate and turn against anybody who tries their mother as being over protective and smothering, stopping them from doing what they want. It is as if the mother’s care and attention works like poison, and they react with poisonous looks whenever anybody dares to come near them.
Loss of talents leads to self-pityWhen they feel there is no room for their creative talents they become pessimistic and very melancholic. They start feel sorry for themselves and think they are a martyr. They may also adopt shocking tactics towards anybody who asks for attention.
MindFears: heights, narrow spaces, shows, performances, alone, water, danger.
Dreams: heights, falling, dinosaurs, water, sea, waves, drowning, children, mother, disease or death of family and friends.
Irritability: obstinate, contrary, angry, < looked at, < touched, < humiliation. Mood: haughty, sensitive, emotional, unstable, self-pity, gloomy, crying.
Mental: aphasia, coma.
Contacts: <- talking.
Professions: artist, painter, writer, singer, musician, teacher, scientist, doctor, priest, vicar, bishop, shaman, governor, secretary, representative, advertising agent, public relations officer, top sports man, - woman.
Causes: disasters, humiliation, hurt, wounded honour, loss of mother and loved ones.
GeneralsBuild: thin.
Locality: left !!.
Weather: warm, < cold !!, < damp !!, > outside, <. sea.
Time: < 11 pm; sudden !!; moonlight, full moon.
Desires: cucumber !!, gherkins, sour !!, yogurt, sour cream, raw vegetables!!, fruit !!, alcohol, beer, brandy, pickles, eating, salt, starch.
Aversion: cucumber, gherkins, sour, raw vegetables, fruit, alcohol, fat, meat.
Food: < milk !!, sour !!, wine, alcohol, bread, starch, fruit, stone fruits, cherries, kiwi, strawberries.
Menses: profuse; < before, during or after menses, < after pregnancy; swollen and painful breasts before menses.
Sleep: difficulty falling asleep; sleepy; jumpy; grinding teeth.
Physical: < touch !!, < looked at !!, < exertion, > rest.
BodySensation of a plug.
Cancer.
Coma; fainting << cough.
Weakness, bruised pains, itching.
Dryness of mucus membranes.
Headache in forehead, temples and vertex.
Eye complaints: inflammations, visual disturbances, eyelids red.
Colds with thin, watery discharge.
Tongue thickly coated white, mouth red.
Voice problems: hoarse, loss of voice, stammering.
Chocking, retching !!.
Lung complaints; bronchitis, emphysema; breath holding spells << anger.
Stomach problems !!, nausea, vomiting < cough, Diarrhoea, constipation. Constipation, hard, dry stools, fruitless urging for stool. Diarrhoea.
Problems of genitalia, testes, ovaries.
Neck problems, stiffness. Pain in arms.
Chickenpocks !!; warts, veruca on soles of feet !!.
Cracks in corner of mouth and nose.
Ulcers, vesicles on lips; herpes.
DD:
Silicon series,
Silver series,
Stage 15 and 17, Chamomilla, Cina, Cuprum, Ipecac,
Magnesiums, Mercurius,
Plumbum, Sarracenia.