MindDelusion: being the black sheep.
Ailments from being dominated, not valued, disrespected, unseen, being ridiculed.
Mother domineering, unreliable, manipulating.
Father absent.
Responsible for family, parents, addicted partner, siblings, children, victims.
Enduring the unavoidable, blindly going on, endlessly.
Attracting losers, victims.
Giving much, getting little, second hand clothes.
Working hard, perseverance, enduring, tolerating.
Chaotic, no overview, out of control.
Contrary, fighting opposition, limitation.
Feels limited, being too open, desire to close off, to isolate herself.
Desire freedom, playfulness but feels controlled socially.
Cannot say no.
Hurried, < stress.
Suspicious, sees others as unjust.
Principles.
Sad, despair, hypochondriac, suicidal.
Fear: being seen as idiot, stupid; being dominated, punished, humiliated, used; guilt; war.
Dreams: travel, hotels; houses, rooms.
GeneralSensation: enduring.
Weather: < draught, < wind.
Desire: salt, fruit; medications to keep going.
Sleep: sleepless, insomnia.
BodyNervous: epilepsy.
Energy: fatigue, mental exhaustion.
Head: headache, forehead, < wind, < change of weather, > pressure, > warmth.
Nose: coryza; sinusitis, frontalis.
Heart: infarction.
Stomach: dyspepsia.
Abdomen: colitis.
Rectum: constipation.
Urinary: cystitis.
Female: premenstrual syndrome; labour problems; milk scanty.
Limbs: cramps calves.
Skin: vesicular erysipelas; poison oak; splinters.