EssenceThey feel extreme vulnerable, so much that they can only think of themselves. They try to find safety with others. In childhood with their parents. Later with friends and intimate relationships. But it has to be perfect before they can feel safe and trust the other. They can have many relationships, where they are very sexual in the beginning, idealising the other. Later they can develop an aversion to sex, due to the disappointment when the other turns out to be imperfect. The relationships fail often because they are overdemanding.
They can have the same attitude towards heir doctor and psychotherapist. They demand and expect a lot, calling constantly, writing long messages, emails and letters. They turn away when disappointed in them. They can search for safety in religion, or search for a guru, who will protect them forever.
MindHypersensitive to noise, smells, sounds, temperature, EMF, foods.
Princess and the pea.
Borderline
Personality Disorder; narcisissim.
Addictive personality, fro drugs, medications.
Desire: protection, safety, parents.
Provokes others, into criticism, aggression, intertwining, contact.
Desire: perfection from environment, others and children
Blame others
Delusion: being an outsider, contaminating; of poverty.
Envy
Irritable, angry, yells at partner, in traffic.
Huffiness.
Love of Cats
Fear: being exposed; criticism; mortification.
Poor sense of direction
Poor memory for names, short term, waking from forgetting things.
Worse anticipation.
Delusion: everything goes wrong; bad things happen, accidents, injuries; being injured; receiving wrong and poor advice.
Dreams: cats; anger.
Dreams: friends or partner being trapped and killed by a psychopath.
Dreams: crimes, running away, hiding crime but wanting to confess, guilt, confessing.
Dreams: partner leaving them for another woman or man.
GeneralSensation: wired, as from electric current; frazzled, frustration.
Weather: worse cool room.
Desire: thirsty.
Aversion: eggs !!; strong smelling foods; chlorinated water
Sleep: sleepless, severe, since childhood, worse first part of night, worse imperfect environment, worse noise, worse pregnancy.
Physical: worse slightest smell.
BodyGeneral: allergies.
Nervous: wound up
Head: meningitis, in babies.
Face: acne rosaceae.
Nose: everything smells musty.
Throat: thyroiditis, Hashimoto’s.
Lungs: pneumonia, bronchopulmonary dysplasia, in babies.
Stomach: pains.
Genital: non-specific urethritis, NSU; infertility.
Female: chorioamnionitis, stillbirth, premature birth; endometriosis; pelvic inflammatory disease, PID; menses painful, copious.
Urinary: frequent bladder infections, frequent urging.
Limbs: tight muscles, tightness in body; osteoporosis.