MindI don't let myself be disturbed by voices, remarks, the presence of others.
Image: carter, blobbing pale yellow fluid, flowing outside, throwing up the rim pale yellow clods, like an alien, horrible, cold; I have to go down there, apply the light sulphur-yellow mass carefully to my body from bottom, to my top, like putting on sun cream; a crab or a spider, slowly and carefully, crawls out, up me, jerkily, trying to find a spot that is not covered with the yellow mass; I stay calm for a long time until I dare to breathe deeper; I am incapable of any further action; I become painfully aware that I am alone; then people approaching who love me, washing me, from top to bottom, everything happens in silence; I am tired, like after a great long effort, or after a long journey, when one has finally arrived. Where I have arrived, however, I don't know.
BodyNervous: neurological problems.
Nose: dry; right side is moist inside.
Throat: something disturbing in the middle, something not belonging.
Stomach: gastrointestinal problems.
Limbs: feet cold, tingling very finely, like current.