EssenceThis personality feel no contact with others, staying at home, shopping only online, being behind a wall, separated by a membrane of water, not partaking, from too much hardships, unreliable people.
A completely neglected baby lies in a cot, barely able to breath, with no contact with anyone. It feels like a child forgotten, lost, sitting alone by the sea, not knowing what to do, needing silent consolation. It is a standstill of life, no changes, no inner impulse to do anything. Not knowing how to survive the most cruel situations like prisoner trains, concentration camps, refugee trains, feeling buried alive, dying. Restless, hyperactive children, disability, crippled body, given up as a newborn without a mother in the hospital, exclusion of my family, not belonging.
MindAilments from trauma’s, injuries, mass rapes, torture, confusion from the hard, rigid, rigid, heavy world.
Deep injuries, limiting gently, sparkling, joyful power
Destruction and injury enable reorganisation.
Traumata to heal, clarifies what is a lie, what is the truth.
Hesitating, back and forth, trot on the spot, unable to make a decision, not knowing how to go on, unwillingness to continue; trying, feeling helpless, can’t find a solution, make a decision.
Emotions silent, deep sadness, suffering silently, biting nails.
Emptiness, apathy, confusion.
Not understand, no contact with the outside world, contact lost, unbridgable, noticed, no one sees me, empty, tired ,disappointed.
Brain fog, thick, dense fog in the brain, leaden heaviness and fatigue, barely able to keep eyes open, tired and absent-minded, as if in a trance, as if from anesthesia, gas chamber, chlorine.
No strength to live, only to survive. Help to die reconciled and peacefully.
Feeling unnoticed.
Clarity, simplicity.
Birth all themes of pregnancy and birth, birthing process stalls, false pregnancy, sectio, impalement.
Moss helps you to look at your own inner skeletons in the deepest cellar and thus leads to the solution and release of your own unlived potentials.
Cheerful, calm.
Compassion, gentleness aids healing, my strength is gentleness in slowness, the green golden light of the heart, Startaler- fairytale.
Lightness, the cave where the dwarves live.
Dark versus light, living in the shadow, protection from light; grey cloud like ether, is placed over my head ,external control, energy drain, a part of my being is stolen from me, I squirm, not knowing how to defend myself. People unjustly in jail, stolen live
out of time, disorientation, like in a fog, brief feeling of falling, heavy head, total confusion, where is life?
Cheerful, lively, peaceful dance with fairies and goblins; gentle, boundless love from the heart.
Colour: Green.
BodyGeneral: dwarfism, congenital diseases; ME/CFS; erythropoetic protoporphyria.
Head: headache, pressing, above the right eye, at the back right, worse forminjury to the back of the head, trepanation; injuries.
Nervous: staggering gait; MS; apoplexy; ALS; dementia; brain damages from addictions; autism.
Eye: blindness right eye; glaucoma; cataract; glass eye.
Heart: palpitations, extrasystoles; heart pain.
Stomach: nausea.
Abdomen: pelvic fracture, comminuted; pelvic osteotomy.
Urinary: kidney congestion, renal failure, dialysis
Back: lumbago, sacro-iliacal pain, cross-section; severe scoliosis; hump; broken neck; Bechterew.
Limbs: hip joint problems, hip dislocation in newborns; restless legs; clubfoot; unable to move,
DD: Imponderables; Natrium muriaticum; crystals; gemstones.