IntroductionThey feel unwanted, as a child already. This can come from being falsely accused, for instance the death of a family member.
They feel like pioneers in a new world. But the world can be dangerous and they need the help of each others to withstand the dangers. They feel like a track of settlers in a life threatening, hostile world, attacked by Indians and the women who have to reload the rifles.
MindLooking for a safe place to life with their family; fortress, stronghold.
Feelings of dust, dry, hot; getting children; loosing children; hard life; drained out; becoming hard and embittered.
Confronted with a hostile world, hostile to life; Wagenburg.
Withdraw into a protected area.
Searching for security.
Be limited to the bare essentials.
Hedged in.
Palisade.
Hardness from the feeling of weakness.
Hard, dry, stiff.
Joint problems.
Anger, grudge what one has to endure.
Courageous, fearless, rashness.
Timidity alternating with sadness, impeded, embarrassed.
Aversion to company.
Theme: big, huge enlarged.
Fear: people, failure.
Lascivious, driven by primitive instincts and emotions, trying to control himself.
Cursing.
Impatient, quarrelling.
Desire: violet.
GeneralDesire: smoking.
BodyLimbs; arthritis; tendinitis; elbow, shoulders, hip.
Abdomen: worms.