Culture: movie "Moulin Rouge"; fairy tale "Snow White".
EssenceThis personality is like a girl at the beginning of puberty, experimenting with cosmetics, lipstick, rouge, giggling. She feels unnoticed and uses cosmetics to get noticed. But it feels unnatural and she asks herself ho much she has to change herself to be appreciated.
A little girl on carnival in Kindergarten: She wears a dress in rosé with little roses embroided and red lipstick. She is disguised as "Sleeping Beauty". The educator of the other Kindergarten group says it is not appropriate. The little girl is impressed but not intimidated, she tells the story at home. From that time on she is sometimes aware of the disapproval and envy of so-called old aunts. And also later at the age of 13 she is aware of it from class mates. But she often forgets about that. Playing and having fun is so important for life. And as a child she promised herself to keep her inner child.
A young girl confronted with the unexpected disapproval of a woman/teacher.
Transform indignation into pity and then into indifference.
A prostitute, because she cannot survive otherwise.
An old man, prince, in rags, all alone, in a dilapidated castle with empty rooms, all servants have long gone, wearing a wig and garish make-up, as if in glamour and opulence.
A clown in the dressing room after the performance, his make-up has run, his old, tired face looks back at him from the mirror and tears run down his face. He has no warm, intimate relationship, only the brief intoxication in the circus ring, and that becomes more and more tiring, and then only yawning emptiness and loneliness.
MindLaughing, playful, attracting, kissing.
Pity for women having to use cosmetics, to get attention.
Unsure, ashamed, about their clothes, make-up, being underdressed, scruffy.
Desire to be appreciated, accepted, noticed.
Shy, feeling laughed at.
Feeling ashamed from being laughed at.
Lost glory.
Confusion of sex, sexual identity.
Trying to get attention in a childish way, with superficial art.
Fear: being judged, criticised, ridiculed, for their looks, clothes, hair, cosmetics.
GeneralSleep: sleepiness.
BodyGeneral: fever; polyp; poisoning; stone; cancer.
Head: pain left.
Nose: catarrh.
Lungs: cough; tubersulosis.
Rectum: cholera.
Stomach: ache.
Back: upper back pressing pain, sudden.
Skin: wounds.