Culture: Orphelia; song Where the wild Roses Grow, by Nick Cave; Snowwhite; song White Wedding, by Billy Idol; the movie Shotgun.
EssenceThis personality has a need for a harmonious relationship, one to one. So choose right. Otherwise you will be left with nothing but emptiness and loss, grief and pain. You think in all-or-nothing. Compromises are difficult, you find it hard to accept there can be more sources of light at the same time. At the beginning I will be nice to you, I seduce you into relationship, but then I will show you my bitter side, my poison. I am an old witch. I feel envy, anger, needs to be alert, as I expect some kind of deceit. I need to dig my hands into the ground, I'm digging the ground, there's a grave there.
The problem: you trust one-to-one.
MindHarmony.
Excitement.
Forgetting to care.
A caring mother or worker, simple, normal, just doing their job.
Embracing, protecting and caring.
Split between left and right; the left hand doesn't know what the right one is doing.
A mother is split between her husband and children.
A worker is split between work and family.
Losing contact with oneself, < being lost in work.
Adapting to the situation.
Cheerful.
Very shy; modest.
A big grieve in the stomach.
Alone, desperately, as after sinking of the ship, sitting alone in the ocean on a piece of wood, as if being dying alive.
Feelings of being investigated, as if violated by a gynecologist.
Snowwhite: young woman in white dress, lying in a stone coffin, dead and cold, with a flower on the chest, very sad.
A family overdemanded and doesn't have enough energy for their own heart.
Stay nice and do not disturb your family gathering.
A father saying "You have to marry my daughter because you made her pregnant".
BodyGeneral: weakness, tired, all power is gone.
Action: cyanogenetic; toxic.
Nervous: spams and convulsions.
Head: stitching pain in the left occiput, pressing.
Eyes: dilated pupils.
Face: cheekbone is pushed up; heat, intense, rising up and spreading down.
Lungs: diminished breathing; respiratory failure, fatal; desire of fresh air; suffocated.
Heart: blocked; infarction.
Chest: prodding, poking pain in left chest, frontal and back side,
Stomach: nausea; vomiting.
Limbs: tight, hard gripping in my left side.