EssenceAddiction, authority figures, consumerism, dancing, fear, denial.
Fear and anxiety of authority figures, politicians, clergymen, lawyers, judges, bankers, insurance agents, the constabulary.
Lack of feeling their inner power, shopping addictions, alcoholism, dancing, melancholy.
Single mother, separated, right side headache, liver and gallbladder stress, ex husband harassing about child support and customer custody, legal system is enemy.
Inner almost obsessive drive, with high energy and power that can hardly be stopped. Must deliver a result. Moving outside social conventions, party exuberantly, celebrate carnival.
Calm, serenity, relaxed, resulting serenity. I am in perfect alignment with what I am doing; everything I do is important when I do it with dedication. As a result, I feel connected to the world and society as an important member. In this spiritual connectedness, I am a valuable person, as valuable as anyone else.
MindExerting oneself, pressure of expectation, driven to accomplish something, driven from within, eager, must try very hard, compulsively driven, overexerting oneself.
Everything is exhausting.
Dogged.
Unfocused, scattered thoughts.
Mindless, uncaring, uninvolved, cut off.
Doubting if I am doing it right.
Feeling unlovable; doing anything to get love and harming myself in the process, up to and including hitting, beating, rape.
Demonic - something might jump out at me.
Contrast between difficult and easy.
Potion - priests - dervishes - deep knowledge.
A world with peace, understanding, tolerance, connection.
At peace with oneself.
Relaxed, secure, easy.
Cheerfulness, giggling, laughing(3), causeless, carnival, spiritual cheerfulness: nothing is important and serious.
Joy without effort.
Dancing, being exuberant.
Time and space are suspended, physical laws are suspended; e.g. hearing echoes in the hand; time passes very quickly; matter is not important.
Understanding without language.
Simply trust.
Satisfied with what I do; what I do is important no matter what I do; if I do it in unity, it matters to the world; I am valuable and important as much as any other person in the world.
In unity and undisturbed peace; something indestructible in me.
Exerting oneself, pressure of expectation, driven to accomplish something, driven from within, eager, must try very hard, compulsively driven, overexerting oneself.
Everything is exhausting.
Dogged.
Unfocused, scattered thoughts.
Mindless, uncaring, uninvolved, cut off.
Sensitive to noise (2).
Doubting if I am doing it right.
Feeling unlovable; doing anything to get love and harming myself in the process, up to beatings, spanking, rape.
Demonic - something might jump out at me.
Contrast between difficult and easy.
Potion - priests - dervishes - deep knowledge.
A world with peace, understanding, tolerance, connectedness.
At peace with oneself.
Relaxed, secure, easy.
Cheerfulness, giggling, laughing(3), causeless, carnival, spiritual; cheerfulness: nothing is important and serious.
Joy without effort.
Dancing, being exuberant.
Time and space are suspended, physical laws are suspended; e.g. hearing echoes in the hand; time passes very quickly; matter is not important
Understanding without language.
Simply trusting.
Satisfied with what I do; what I do is important no matter what I do. If I do it in a sense of unity, it matters to the world; I am valuable and important as much as any other person in the world.
Being in unity and undisturbed peace; something indestructible in me.
Mind
Decay versus happiness, bliss.
Beautiful, light.
Chakra 5 6 7.
Solving blockages.
Repetition
Moral, ethic.
Anger, triggered by memories.
Ailments from being abused, beaten, humiliation.
Post traumatic stress syndrome.
Feeling alone in the world, as solitary survivors.
Proud in being able to survive.
Relationships are superficial, mistrusting enduring friendships and romantic partnerships.
Reserved, keeps everything inside, a mystery to others.
Spiritual, needing direct and private experience of spiritual things.
Original, creative, amazing creativity.
Dreams: colourful.
Powerful wisdom.
Dissociation, disconnecting from their body, the world, ordinary reality.
Very sensitive, in a subtle subtle, strong and sophisticated way.
Omnipotence.
Perception of time and space or altered.
Music ameliorates especially rhythmic.
Feeling different from other people, their pace is different.
Out of control.
Reserve, not really present.
Creative, original, exceptional, rare talents, having unusual perspectives.
Very emotional, but difficult to Express his emotions.
Weak body, feeling as if being in a cage of his body.
Relationships are difficult, especially when he is not seen for who he is.
Cannot trust others to understand who he really is dots
Keeps himself hitting an separate from the world.
Conforming to perceived social norms.
Set melancholy, from Beautiful relationships that don’t last long.
Relationships few close ones.
Seems different, difficult, internalised, peculiar, closed, misanthrope, sociopath.
Panic.
Anger, triggered by memories.
Ailments from being abused, beaten, humiliation.
Altered time and space sense.
Alteration of body image.
Omnipresent and omnipotent.
Crossing of the senses.
Sense of impending doom.
Worse losing control.
Feeling his system is penetrated.
Dreams: needles poking him; vampires; strange animals feeding on his ideals and dreams.
Red and green colours.
Colour preference: 1C.
General
Sensation: foreign body; staining; explosive seen me: sudden; blockage.
Weather: chilly; increased body temperature; heat wave.
Sweat: profuse, easy, excessive
Food: drinking too much, eating too much, cannot stop.
Body
General: diabetes: long covid.
Nervous: coma vigil, << head trauma
Head: headache, congestion, full, forehead, middle, with aura.
Vertigo: Meniere disease.
Eyes: burning; conjunctivitis; photophobia.
Nose: tickling; rhinitis, allergic.
Mouth: aphthae.
Throat: pharyngitis.
Heart: angina pectoris.
Stomach: nausea.
Abdomen: gallbladder complaints.
Rectum: diarrhoea, bloody; colitis; constipation.
Urinary: urethra.
Limbs: frozen shoulder; arthritis; bone fractures; shoulder pain, extending to arm; itchy stitches below the left calf; chills in the legs.
Skin: psoriasis; ringworm; tinea.