MindThey have the delusion that no one loves them and that no one can love them. They think they have lost all the love there is and are not lovable at all, so they do not even try to get some love.
This can be the consequence of sexual abuse, fighting parents, fright and shock.
It is understandable that someone born with such an attitude does not want to live anymore, like the blue asphyctic baby after birth. They retire from life, which can be physically expressed in fainting, heart disease, strokes and coma.
Colour preference: 1C, 20-22C, 20-22E.
Delusion: sees old men with distorted faces and long beards.
Dreams: hideous, misfortune, dead bodies, dead people.
Fear and anxiety about imaginary evils.
Memory lost << fright, pain etc.
Dullness of special senses.
Ailments: from loss of love, every excitement, fright.
Dream: standing upon a high, insecure ladder, scaffold.
Dream: fire; dead men; bad luck, misfortune, troublesome, agitated.
GeneralSensation: falling down, heart, brain.
Weather: chilly; > open air, cold.
Time: < evening, < night.
Desire: drinks.
Food: > eating.
Sleep: > sleep, sleeplessness, snoring and stertorous breathing.
Physical: > sitting up, < exertion, < stooping, > lying with head low.
BodyNervous: epilepsy, convulsions, clonic spasms; stroke; chorea, spasm, ticks, twitching, jerking, cannot keep still.
Mouth: foam; tongue, stiff, cold, burnt or numb; speech indistinct, lost.
Throat: oesophagus: drink rolls audibly.
Lungs: asthma, difficult, shallow, gasping, suffocating; asphyxia neonatorum; persistent hiccough; cough tickling, dry; expectoration copious, jelly-like, bloody.
Heart: clutches, pain < exercise, > folding hands over the heart; palpitations; valvular disease, mitral regurgitation; pulse small, feeble, weak, variable, slow, irregular.
Chest: constriction, burning, < inspiration.
Stomach: violent pain, belching > bending forward.
Abdomen: falling down sensation of a lump in abdomen from above the navel to small of back, worse talking or over-exertion; gurgling flatulence.
Urinary: urine, retained, suppressed, uraemia.
Female: uterus pain, cancer, bright blood gelatinous clots, better sleep.
Skin: cool, livid, blue, cyanosis.