EssenceThey get ailments form fights with their lover or spouse, from being separated or left. They feel very angry about the separation.
MindWandering dreams.
Control, over control, fastidious.
Suicidal.
Must control herself totally and keep busy, or will be excluded.
Delusion: neglected; excluded; in religion, society, being special.
Desire to belong, being included, part of.
Constrained; oppressed; constricted; held in tightly; grasping; holding on; clutching.
Attractive behaviour, vivacious, egotism.
Childish.
Shock or trauma, anaesthetise it through drugs, occult ritual, or a numbing of awareness.
Violated in her motherly love, has an aversion to her ungrateful children.
Need for comfort and reassurance from the spiritual world.
Mental faculties are lacking vibrancy and coherency.
Colour preference: 4-5C.
GeneralSensation: forced out; excluded; extruded; pushed out; left out.
Weather: cold, < before pains.
BodyNervous: numb, dead; neuralgia, pressure in every nerve.
Chest: pain across chest; swollen feeling, as if a bag of water turning, < turning in bed.
Stomach: !! chronic gastric and other abdominal indurations; ulcer; ! cancer.
Abdomen: chronic indurations; flatulence; caecum cancer.
Limbs: restless; creepy feeling in feet, cannot sit still, cannot read without walking about.