MindDelusion being God.
Pays the price of his pride, sees himself as ridiculously low.
Mistakes in speaking, changing syllables; dyslexia.
Forgetful, of names; cloudy, foggy; dementia, light; inattentive, absent, dreamy, dull, flat; drugged, stoned.
Feeling distant, observer; quiet, vacant; no feelings, feeling an outsider.
Idea of fire, a house on fire.
Plans thwarted; train stopped by a suicide.
Sulky, sitting in oneself, with indignation, looking into the world thinking it is nothing, feeling an outcast, making myself an outcast
Without boundaries, feeling quiet, withdrawn.
Person sticking out his tongue at others.
Hilarious.
Rebellious, stubborn; resistance.
Sabotage
Broken glass.
Eyes, laser therapy.
Loose or fixed, holding together lose sand, can fall apart any moment.
Making jokes, fun, humour to make his depressed mother happy.
Fear of divorce, losing parents, so make no problems only fun to cheer them up.
Blue, cobalt blue.
Dream: water, flood, we had to save the cabbage plants.
Dream: fire in a flat, upper floor, going with the elevator to look.
Dream: my race bicycle had been stolen.
Dream: going to the eye specialist, other person was examined as colour blind, I left, saying quietly that it was not done to have two appointments at the same time and not maintaining privacy.
Euphoria; ecstasy.
Energetic, elated, tingling.
GeneralSensation: constricted, contracted, as if in a pipe, as if from a waste tube into the sea.
Weather: warm, hot; hot flushes; cold feet.
Sweat: copious.
BodyGeneral: cancer, adenocarcinoma, melanoma, lymphoma, leukaemia; malaria; intoxication.
Vertigo: unsteady, < motion eyes.
Head: headache, pressing, left temple, occiput, forehead; heavy, > support; pulsations through whole body, neck, occiput.
Eyes: dry.
Mouth: dry; toothache, severe.
Throat: constricted, connected to sternum and heart.
Lungs: asthma, infections; respiration high, superficial.
Heart: palpitations; anaemia; blood intoxication.
Chest: constricted, sternum and heart; Tietze syndrome
Stomach: indigestion, dyspepsia; hyperacidity; chronic gastritis; ulcers; cancer.
Abdomen: full; colic, liver disorders; rumbling.
Rectum: constipation; diarrhoea.
Urinary: infections; urine scanty; kidneys weak; adrenal glands.
Female: menses absent; abortion; contraceptive, infertility; oestrogen-like; ovarian cancer; pain left breast, nipple.
Limbs: trembling in body, as if falling apart; hand cramp; leg tight, stiff; feet stiff.
Skin: wounds, rashes, cancer; tingling scalp.