EssenceThis personality feels a lot of responsibilities on his shoulder, but he is unable to fulfill them. He feels pulled in all kinds of directions by family and work that are too much for him. So he retires on his own and avoids responsibilities. Although he is creative and talented, he doesn’t show that as that could induce demands from others.
MindRacism, criticising new surroundings, minorities, other cultures and people.
Ailments form being abandoned or adoption as a child; from having a horrible racist father, form a daughter married an immigrant.
Control, judging.
Cultural awareness.
Fear, of their shadow.
Man, very creative designer.
Feeling different, not belonging.
Haughty.
Indifference.
Vexation, anger, impotent.
Heavy versus light.
Anger, strong inner vexation, but much too fragile to express it, getting drained from anger.
Indecisive.
Not answering, out of spite, protest or vengeance.
Thinks in dualities, absolute: all is black or all is white.
Thinking that others are antagonising to him.
Feels the world as inhospitable and, Having no real place in it.
Ailments from premature birth having spent much time in an incubator.
Feeling unwanted by their family.
Anger, impotent, from innate injustice.
Arrogant indifference, do intelligent to be borrowed by the land and mundane.
Aversion to take part in the world doctor
Great fantasy and imagination, but holding his ideas for himself not
Emotionally flat, listless.
Better, complaining, from feeling unfortunate, permanently wounded.
Contempt and disgust of her physical form.
Friends: few.
Marriage: often none, single.
Sexual: intense fantasies, but refusing to share it with anyone.
Competitive with teachers and parents, wanting to outshine them.
Puberty: rebellious, much fighting and antagonism with her family.
Living in isolation, in her own mind, a world of books and fantasies.
GeneralSensation: pains, circumscribed, small spots, spasmodic; happy versus light.
Weather: chilly.
Time: < spring; < autumn.
Sweat: copious, axilla.
Time: periodical, recurrent, unavoidable.
BodyGeneral: weak due to food intolerance, malabsorption and loss of fluids;tumour, cancer, sarcoma, carcinoma; diabetes; tuberculosis, hepatitis B; emaciation; prostration, fatigue, chronic; fainting; fragile; ailments from loss of substance, fluids, blood; emaciation; anorexia; influenza; diabetes, acidosis; chronic fatigue syndrome, CVS; chronic fatigue syndrome, remittent fever, polio, measles, mumps, herpes simplex 1 and 2; environmental allergies.
Action: strengthening; restorative; antiviral, anti-HIV, adenovirus type 12; antibacterial to
Mycobacterium tuberculosis; antiparasitic to Shistosoma japonicum, Shistosoma mansoni, Candida infections; antioxidant.
Nervous: dementia, Alzheimer; encephalitis.
Eye: photophobia.
Nose: bleeding.
Throat: hoarse.
Lungs: asthma, pneumonia; carcinomatous pleuritis, pulmonary metastasis, influenza, pulmonary tuberculosis, frequent flu and colds, bronchial inflammation.
Heart: heart disease; hypertension; arteriosclerosis; hypercholesterol.
Chest: breast cancer.
Abdomen: malabsorption; liver disease, insufficiency; liver ascites, hepatoma, hepatoprotective effects, cancerous liver tumours, hepatitis-B; carcinomatous peritonitis, vesicular stomatitis virus-VSV.
Female: dysmenorrhoea; infertility.
Stomach: cancer.
Back: pain, lumbar.
Limbs: gout.
Skin: dermatitis, itching, red, macular, papular, allergic, < sunlight; acne, cystic, face, chest; urticaria linear, flagellata!!!, like self-flagellation.