AnalysisConfused about their autonomy when feeling guilty
Searching independence through letting go of control
Insecure about themselves as a scapegoat
Jesting when rejected
Trying to become autonomous for passion
Confusion about autonomy due to being rejected in the group
Bullied as a scapegoat
Confused about their autonomy when feeling guiltyThey feel confused about themselves because they feel guilty. It can be that they have done something wrong in their community and feel guilty about it. They ask themselves how they could have done that. How can they be free when they have done something bad to others? It can also be that they don't feel guilty themselves, but that the others in the village see it that way. Then they become the scapegoat of the group or the school. They become bullied and rejected by the rest of the class. This makes them very angry inside, which can lead to attacks of rage. This is only limited by their lack of power and confusion about their independence and autonomy.
Confusion about autonomy due to being rejected by the community
They can be rejected in their community. They feel like the scapegoat, someone who has done something wrong. This gives them the feeling of being guilty, which enhances their confusion and insecurity. They try to find out where things went wrong, but cannot find it. They feel bullied and marked out as the scapegoat.
Trying to become autonomous with passionThey can also try to become autonomous in their inner world. But there too they feel very insecure and confused. The inner world is "terra incognita" and it can leave them bewildered. As a psychotherapist, they are very interested in the psyche of themselves and their clients. They can have a great passion for it. But they are mostly too insecure to really practise therapies. Their lack of self-confidence and confusion makes them erratic in their treatments.