Sense proving, 23-9-2021, Zell, Susanna
IntroductionThis personality feels like a zombie. He has. no feelings, no desires, no dreams; his world is endless grey, timeless. Only the unconditional needs of the body determine life. It is like the world is only a small bare room, a lightless space in a psychiatric hospital. Everything feels like a mystery, like seen from behind a veil. All his actions are done without motivation, just a play, do something, meaningless. The connection from "me here" to "the one I am" is broken.
On the other hand there is a breaking of all the rules.
MindHospitalisation syndrome.
Psychiatric ward.
Forgotten,
Deported, for uncomfortable political views, not agreeable views.
Suspicious, not trusted.
Grey, sticky, fascinating.
Never know who I am, who brought me.
Cosmic communication.
Who am I?
Others do not interest me.
Segregated in disorder. Trapped in a bad utopia.
Hearing people's voices, don't understand.
What am I doing, why, for whom?
BodyEyes: burn.
Nose: sharp sensation in nose and around lips.
Throat: sharp burning, < breathing in; sharp burning pointed feeling in the right nasopharynx, < inhaling.