EssenceFather did incest, went over boundaries, when mother was in hospital; later he treated her as shit to project his guilt on her.
MindDesire to die, < sickness, deadly nausea, prostration.
Death-like sensation, with anxiety of mind.
Anger, held in, withdrawing, avoiding problems, discussions and conflicts.
Ailments from quarrels in the family, siblings with parents.
Peace-keeper in the family.
Irritable, < noise.
Taciturn.
Loquacity, social, desire company, friends.
Dream: trying to punch someone, held back at the last moment.
GeneralSweat scanty; cold, body, extremities, < diarrhoea.
Desire: ice-cream; fruits.
BodyEnergy: prostration, malaria.
Vertigo: excessive, swimming in the head, with faintness; sea sickness; vomiting of pregnancy.
Eyes: red; pain, exploding, < light, > sunglasses, < motion, extending to head; herpes zoster; blepharitis.
Ears: ringing, < vertigo.
Mouth: pain, burning, tongue, with nausea.
Lungs: expectoration difficult.
Heart: pulse soft, slow, to 40.
Stomach: gastritis, acute, < fright, fruits; deathly nausea; vomiting, sudden, violent, powerful, copious, rice water, water with mucus.
Abdomen: acute enteritis; painful spasms of the intestines.
Rectum: diarrhoea, obstinate, with cold sweat, < summer; stool copious, watery evacuations of the bowels; cholera in children.
Limbs: cold hands, feet and nose; spasms of the legs and feet.
Skin: red; small watery vesicles; cool.