Culture: Daphne, the nymph; movie The Next Generation, Jack Lemmon; Erich Kästner.
EssenceThis personality has a need to be special, to belong to the elite. He likes to have an image of a professor, artist, writer, painter, rich man and the like. But they lack depth and often have not thought their plans through. He can naively think to have produced a great thing, a perfect novel, a deep theory. His ideas van be superficial, lacking a base. He can naively follow the fashion for recognition. When critics come and see his ideas as fake he he feels misunderstood. He starts excusing himself for his mistakes and faults, by explaining they were unavoidable or that he is misunderstood. Then he feels alone gets closed.
It can be a writer, a bit weird, eccentric, who writes novels that are original and different. People consider him a bit a freak. But he doesn’t care, thinking his story will the best one, only for special people like his small good Fan club.
MindDesire to be special and getting respect, but not respecting others.
Need to show one's beauty, talents, to show off.
People who feel elite, talking about subjects that they don't have an idea about.
Forcing others into a false, ideal world model and ideology.
The stupidity of the world.
Fear: being appreciated for one's beauty, talent, intelligence, money, being a therapists or guru, but not for one's self.
Childish, naive, impulsive artist, writer, actor, painter, scientist.
Competitive.
Ailments from a curse, deep and long during.
Feeling alone, lonely, without any hope, hiding, in the mud.
Ailments form lost heritage, jewellery, crown, preciousness.
Anxiety disorder, exhausted, at the end of my potential, < losses, shocks.
Excitement.
Confidence, steady and stable.
Easily distracted, by sounds, noises, own thoughts.
People trying to let others pay for everything, even from nature that are completely for free.
Timid, begging.
Distracted from having too many thoughts.
Heritage, ancestry.
There is no problem because nobody is perfect.
Missing the topic.
It is possible to come back, into the right stream.
BodyGeneral: weakness and exhaustion; bending forward; lower and upper part of the body are split; the upper part is calm.
Ear: hearing is enhanced.
Stomach: nausea.
Lungs: breathing problems; gasping.
Chest: pain in the collar bones.
Abdomen: diaphragm feels thick, hard, like plastic.
Limbs: heavy shoulders and arms; cold feet; desire to have wide legs and feet to be more stable.