IntroductionThis personality is in the situation of love between 2 people, a very strong connection shared for life. Their love is beautiful and honest, touching and without struggle. But then the partner dies. It gives rise to a deep sorrow, but one cannot cry or talk about it. One feels speechless, joyless in deep grief. One lives half in the other world, hearing seeing the other from a distance, and wants to go there too. One becomes all silent, not even their children can reach him anymore.
MindLife and death.
A person, pale as a corpse, as if about to die; man short of death; everything dead.
Weary of life.
River of death Styx, the ferryman Charon emerges from the mist with his boot to fetch the dying.
Landscape desolate, colorless grey to black, without green, dreary, wafts of mist, a grey veil, bare, sad, no warmth. as if dead; mountain range with a deep black gorge, like a great maw, bottom cannot be seen. It pulls me in.
An older, strong man is pulling a wooden cart up a path. An animal carcass lies on the cart.
Mood of strength and work, duty to family, earthy, dull; exhaustion and overwork.
Tired, dull, listless, as if withered.
Rigid, stagnation, immobile.
Befuddled, enraptured, thinking is difficult.
Collapse inside me.
As if on an alien planet or in a swamp; musty, swampy.
Annoyed.
Alternation between heaviness and dissolution.
Children can no longer reach parents.
Resolution: thanks for what they had together.
No orientation.
Smells fruity, spicy.
Refreshing, clearer in the mind.
The light of truth and love displaces the shadows of the deepest darkness.
Inner peace and tranquillity despite the desolation outside.
If you remain calm inside, nothing can happen to you, no matter how bleak it looks around you.
Even if you go blind you can shine and glow inside.
Inner peace; calm and sleepy.
Fear: cancer and had to have a look. Looked at liver spots.
Smell as of old straw shoes; dodged the smell.
Taste like leather.
GeneralFood: appetite gone.
BodyHead: headache, sore, pressing inwards, as if the temples were being pulled inwards, > laying flat hand on it, making it dark and warm; mist from the middle of the forehead and rises upwards; no boundary, as if the cranial bone on the forehead is no longer there and everything is open; pulsating restlessness between the temples, changes to a rising mist; heavy, > support the head; as if the left half of the head would shrink and become very light.
Eyes: eyelids heavy.
Face: sinusitis.
Mouth: lips burning hot.
Chest: heavy, as if from a heavy plate, rising high in the throat.
Stomach: nausea rising; distended like a balloon; cramp at entrance; as if withered; no digestive power; as if closed; insanely restless feeling, with nausea; immediately full when eaten; dyspepsia.
Abdomen: pain; bloated; unpleasantly hot, rising; entry points from previous laparoscopy were pinching; fine, unpleasant stinging of the abdominal skin.
Back: cervical spine feels like an open space; burning in neck, just above spine.
Limbs: hand heavy; calves pain, dissolving, soft and misty; rhabdomyolysis.
Phase 4 Strongly attached as a matter of course.
Stage 15 Loss.