EssenceThey feel the world is unpopular, full of violence, injuries and people are cruel, often due to a history of violence or rape.
They are very sensitive, too gentle for this hard world. They easily are full of guilt and shame. They have a soft and delicate look, they have open hearts, enthusiasm, a lot of talk and naive. They lack discipline, they feel that everything is fine, and they also feel they have to serve.
They may appear to be backward, retarded, but they have only fled from the unpopular world. They feel inferior, feel like a victim. They fear violence, sorrow, and sadness. There is unbearable pain, physical, emotional and spiritual.
They have ailments from suppression, their strong sexuality, inconspicuous, simply omitted things what brings joy. They gradually loose their life passion, excitement, what is important. They suppress their anger and sorrow and are able to console and love their aggressor.
MindAilments from long-term misery, abuse, criticism, judgement, sex, sexual abuse, being dominated.
Worse from losing freedom, self respect, money, job, popularity.
Feeling caged, suffocated.
Turmoil, mood swings,
Anger, aggression, suppressed, turned inward, leading to self-aggression and self-destruction.
Desire to be with the group.
Fear: disease
Love for animals.
Orientation or lack of orientation was expressed.
Loss of sense of time.
Desire to travel, to escape.
Shame.
Religion.
Desire to serve others.
Introspection, abjection, self remorse.
Death wish from losing self-respect and being wrongly controlled.
Soft, tenderness, clam, > in the group, the community.
Always being the victim.
An incredible anger about the ugly face of the peace dove.
Sexual abuse, incest.
Holding tears back.
Fear: of men, of illness.
Delusion: prison, people dressed in black; a dove penetrated by an arrow, consoling the aggressor.
Colour preference: 6-11AB.
GeneralWhether: loves the sea, > at sea.
Eyes: sight is brighter
Sensation: stabbing piercing pains.
Desire: chocolate, sugar in tea.
BodyGeneral: dry mucous membranes, burning.
Vertigo: floating, flying, dizziness, with nausea.Head: headache, dull, pressing, burning, as if she is wearing a helmet, or something is pressing from the top, < sex, < suppressed emotions.
Nose: nasal congestion, pain very extreme, like dots.
Desire to get out of his body trough his head.
Ear: earache; deafness.
Face: tension, stiffness and pain, jaw.
Throat: pain, penetrating like angina; globus hystericus; feeling a strange subject.
Lungs: dry cough.
Heart: pain as if pierced with needles.
Stomach: pressure; nausea, vomiting, < suppressed emotions.
Urinary: rust pain in the urinary tract.
Female: menorrhagia.
Back: tension, stiffness and pain; burning pain like an arrow between shoulder blades.
Limbs: cold feeling in bones, < cold; restless legs.
Skin: hives, skin rashes, pimples.