Culture: movie The red line; movie, musical Billy Elliot; documentary The dancer.
EssenceThis personality feels he has a big talent that is not seen by his family or group, as his talent looks to alien and weird to them. He is ambitious, but does not know how to express his talent. He needs support, guidance an protection to develop his talent.
It is like a a young boy from a working class, working himself up as a ballet dancer; an older woman sees his talent and learns him to become a belly dancer.
It is like a group of children from kindergarten on excursion. The guides have to be attentive constantly, to give guidance and support, for the personal security and well-being of the whole, as the children are impulsive and have no fear.
A girl is alone, thinking no-one loves her; she sits alone in the attic playing being a princess, hoping taht she will get rescued; she cannot participate with real parents and real life.
MindAttempts to do things but not daring to do them; all things are kept inside due to shyness, weakness and being not brave enough.
A child feels weak but the protection of his mother does not help, he's untouchable.
Impulsive, laughing, expressive, without fear, child-like, no borders, not paying attention.
Twins and one of them is lost in uterus.
A woman who has lost babies due to miscarriages.
Heart brilliance.
Confidence, self-centred.
Movie of the child after birth that cannot breath; anxiety to go into live.
Shy, big bubbles moving slowly before birth.
Controlling oneself to encourage oneself to be brave to go into live.
Special.
A big family and enjoying that.
Expansive and shiny.
A big mama with a big heart.
Danger of not being loved.
Lack of connection, loneliness.
Overpowering enjoyment, expansion as compensation for not connecting.
Loneliness, distance.
Things are kept in in order to defend myself.
Am I strong enough to live to survive, to overcome my fear of the future?
Fear of staying small and shy, like a very small child.
I can live in dreams and fantasies, there I am myself.
Hard work, the leave is very heavy; I have an aversion to hold it up.
Encouraging by showing that you're special.
Fear of being criticised as that would be a disaster.
Bloodlines are important.
Ability to play.
Different states, judgeful, rational.
Alternating sides, hopping as children.
Bringing separated lives together, the energies and the soul.
Bringing together weakness and strength, delicacy and strength.
Alien.
Breaks in the family system, shifts.
Grief, from the generations before.
You can also overdo support and guidance, as others are like children.
Helping quality.
Thinking of the group.
The idea of weapons around us.
Desire to be cuddled, but one cannot accept it, receive it.
BodyGeneral: feeling weak, collapsing, as if falling forward, < lack of support or guidance; shivering.
Head: blow on my head, as if a stroke.
Throat: feels narrow; difficult to get air in.
Lungs: cannot breathe deeply, only superficially, in the chest; suffocative coughing.
Heart: weak; shrinking, concentrated, small as a hazelnut, < on breathing; pain, > by holding the hand on the heart; it feels as a protection against the weakness and anxiety; throbbing pain in my heart; interruptions of the blood flow, in veins and arteries, blood clots; rupture of arteries and veins.
Abdomen: weight.
Back: muscles are pulling together, as a corset in order to be more upright, being held strong in the back; hands are holding her otherwise everything collapses.
Limbs: drooping; shoulders heavy; soles of the feet feel spongy, light, as if lifted up, off the ground; left leg is pushed into the ground, right leg is pushed up.
Skin: goose bumps.