EssenceThis personality can feel invulnerable and powerful, which can alternate with opposite feelings of being alone and vulnerable. They can feel weak and feeble, unable to defend themselves against physical and sexual attacks.
Mind
Finding or unable to find stable values.
Irritability, aggression, violence, desire to kill.
Ground zero.
Red. Blood. Jagged. Pressure. Sex.
Going to die.
Energized; restless; dancing.
Firmness; powerful.
Anxiety; panic; paranoia.
Extravagant. Repulsion.
Dirt, excrements.
Germs.
Dispersal.
Calmness; apathy. Paralysis.
Confusion, of time and space.
Isolation, privacy, solitude, disconnection, behind a screen, trapped.
The Group. Safe.
Dualities.
Hard versus soft
Abrasive versus lubricant.
Insulator versus conductor.
Transparent versus opaque.
Vulnerable versus invulnerable.
Ailments from disasters, landslides.
Beauty, cleanness versus dirt, horrid disgusting things, excrements, toilets; contaminated earth, brown sludge, filth, vermin.
Extra-terrestrial aspect that tends to otherness.
Worse from being beaten, spit at, dirtied, humiliated.
Home versus homeless.
Feeling vulnerable, helpless, alone, in space.
Feeling very powerful, sexual, being rude, boisterous, with wild sex.
Imagine: shoot growing upwards, coiling around and strangling me.
BodyNervous: paralysis.
Female: haemorrhages; vaginal discharge, thick, yellow, clotted, cream, copious dirty clothes.
Limbs: legs bleeding.
Skin: loose; tiny holes; infections; red spots.
DD. other carbon allotropes, Phosphorus, Insects, AIDS.