MindDelusion: thoughts fragmented, confused, wandering, floating outside of his brain, body is far away, difficult to collect, as if through jelly.
Feels pleasant, comfort, as if he scarcely touched earth, most beautiful atmosphere, bright calm as the sunlight at noon.
Themes: beauty, birds, flying; invisible; incorporeal; immaterial.
Clairvoyance.
Animated, spontaneous, dramatic, loquacious, speaks freely, shamelessly.
Rages, intense anger, < slightest provocation, desire to throw things, scream, scratching clawing faces, seeing blood.
Jealousy is automatic, almost unconscious.
Paranoid, coming and going suddenly.
Forsaken, desire undivided attention, feels rejected, unimportant, unloved, disrespected, abandoned, not considered, victim, not belonging, invisible.
Feels better in reciprocation, deep conversation.
Courageous.
Sexuality, strong desire.
Cry really easily, < anger.
Father is schizophrenic.
Spirituality, knowing there is a uniting God, felt presence of people who died.
Sensitive, tender hearted, much love for people, family and friends.
Love trees and flowers, trees talk to me, teach me a lot.
Love birds, big birds, dreams of flying with birds, blue herons and eagles.
Desire: beautiful things, finery.
Gestures, grasping or reaching at something, picks at bed clothes.
Insanity, madness.
Quietude, stillness, sensation of, when she sits still.
Thoughts: wandering.
Concentration difficult, confusion; daydreaming, < conversations.
Rage, impulse to claw, scratch; animal like.
Fear: water, hydrophobia, insanity, demons.
Fears: rape, dogs, murky water, insanity, being used, raped, violence.
Delusion: being watched. spying on me, like peeking in the window; people talking about me, behind my back, betrayal.
Delusions: floating in air; being light, incorporeal, immaterial; everything unreal.
Delusions, imaginations: body, body parts: feet: touching scarcely the ground.
Dreams: water; sea mammals, dolphins whales, their warmth.
Dreams: psychic, flying with birds, eagles, hummingbirds.
Dreams: on a sinking being on a boat, friends and family in a sinking boat.
Dream: horrible man, demon, looming over my face, surrounded in fog.
Dream: dad terrorised us, stalked us after their divorce, threatened to kill.
GeneralSleep: insomnia, waking 3 am.
BodyGeneral: polyp.
Nervous: circulation lowered in medulla oblongata; spinal irritation; spasms.
Vertigo; as if floating.
Head: pain, drawing; light; forehead expanded; brain disorders, irritation, cerebrum, extending to cerebellum.
Eyes: blindness.
Face: spasm, nasal wings, eyelid twitches, < nervous; acne rosacea.
Nose: smell acute.
Lungs: asthma.
Stomach: pain, burning, cramping, griping, constricting, with anxiety; ulcer; contraction, narrow, cardiac orifice; heartburn; gastritis.
Abdomen: intestines spasm, squeezing pain; heat in liver, fullness, < jealousy, < rage; worms.
Rectum: diarrhoea, cholera; piles.
Female: menopause flushes, hot neck, face, burning, like ant bites.
Back: pain sore, bruised, beaten, spine.