IntroductionThis personality at one hand feels blocked, stuck in the traditions and culture of the group, the tribe. He feels that keeping the group together is very important, otherwise everything is lost. For instance he has to stay in the family business, shop or farm, otherwise that will fail and the family will have no means of a living. On the other hand he wants to be independent and break the rules and limitations. But then he will feel being a traitor, a Judas and that he will be treated as such. If one is different, one endangers one’s tribe.
MindFear disintegrating and falling apart, > doing something.
Feels blocked.
Even in the desert you can be independent.
Blood no longer flows to hold the solid parts together.
Must bring life into the system to move on.
Not afraid to leave the group, will find other deserts.
The sour drains my juice. Can hardly sit.
Life is heavy and pulls you down to the ground.
Elastic, tough.
Smell is fresh, a bit sour, not the stale smell you would expect.
Tears apart, feeling I wounded the mushroom.
Withdraw easily but not now.
Cracking/snapping but that didn’t matter, it was already fallen apart.
Fear: no cohesion anymore.
Need moisture, to be able to stand better.
Dryness feels lifeless, weak, is unbearable.
Death is without substance and is much lighter.
GeneralFood: thirsty.
Sweat: copious, < drought, heat, desert
BodyGeneral: quinsies, strangulations; colds, fevers; emaciation; rare severe auto immune disease.
Action: astringent, blood tonic, antitumour, hypoglycemic, anticoagulant, cholesterol-lowering.
Nervous: strangely stumbling, like handicapped man with stick in hot, sandy area; weak left side, right side still has more strength.
Head: pain, stinging, right side.Eyes: sore.
Ear: pain, pressing, around ear, slowly progresses to the front, upper edge of my cheekbone and backwards to the lower edge of skull.
infection of the cartilage behind the ear.
Face: pale; pressure, left cheekbone, inside the bones, pushing up or outward, expanding, very slowly.
Throat: sore; tingle unpleasantly.
Lung: cough.
Heart: blocked coronary vessels.
Abdomen: jaundice.
Back: backache; cervical hernia, cartilage damage, severe pain, neuralgia, exhaustion, muscle aches,
Limbs: perichondritis; polymyositis; lower leg and becomes stony hard, not heavy, lighter, life pulls out, pulling energy towards the earth, heavy.