Culture: fairy tale “The Littel Match Girl”.
EssenceThis personality is in a situation of not being understood. They shut themselves off or others do so. Such a world can be the one of a lunatic, of someone with dementia, of a disabled person or of someone extraordinary spiritual. It might also be the world of someone who is about to leave this world, who is about to die.
MindInside and outside world.
In own cosmos; outside world is cut off.
Separation between outer and inner world.
Dislocated from the dimension of the world in its own inner cosmos.
The inner world feels something that the outer world does not understand,
or that is far ahead of the outer world in terms of consciousness.
The mundane world seems unimportant.
Lack of understanding of the others‘ world.
Cut off from the outside world, feels misunderstood, even by friends.
Protection from the outside world.
Misunderstood.
Sadness of not being understood.
Sadness that others do not recognize what I recognize.
Lack of understanding for my more developed consciousness.
Lack of understanding can be experienced as violence.
Anger because one feels misunderstood.
Lack of understanding of the other world.
Feeling misunderstood, even by friends.
Slowed down, disabled.
Down syndrome.
Development slowed down, feels under pressure because of it.
Wise inner world.
A wise inner world; blissful beyond knowledge and everyday concerns.
I imagine leaving the shell of space and time.
All just one place and at the same time infinite places nested within each other.
Depth, calmness, wisdom, enlightenment.
Perfect state of being.
Light, serene.
Connectedness on the same spiritual level of consciousness.
Boundary between life and death dissolves, is transparent.
Leaving the three-dimensional world.
Parallel worlds.
Young children of great wisdom.
Primal, wise, understanding without language.
Time.
Everything should be done in its time.
No sense of time.
Sensitive to noise and disturbance
Sensitive to noise.
Needs earplugs, otherwise she gets lost.
Totally annoyed by any disturbance.
Hardly able to stand interference from the outside world,
like demands, examinations or noises.
Childlike.
Child who cannot be separated from the mother.
Thumbelina.
Little dragon.
No understanding, just feeling.
Letting go of what wants to go, wants to die.
At first you don't want to let go, but to save; want to save without feeling what the other person really needs.
Actionism in a death situation.
Schizophrenia.
Hölderlin – Scardanelli.
Connected - separated.
Feeling separated from oneself.
Being connected.
At first separated, then a connection will arise.
Connection between heart and mind.
Reconciliation of the sexes.
Security, good protection.
The moss is nice, it gives shelter and rest in itself.
Security and protection.
In peace with oneself without feeling obliged to do anything.
Anger, aggression, violence.
Angry, violent about the fact that one's own world has no space.
Auto-aggression.
Scardanelli's anger.
Experience of violence: others are encroaching, pressurize, as a reaction: withdrawal into the inner world.
Frugal, modest, small and weak.
Great power, unexpected power.
Phoenix from the ashes.
Great silence.
It was an incredible silence.
Great connectedness in the silence.
Noises made uneasy or calmed down. Sounds were felt as comfortable or even saving. So, noises may aggravate or ameliorate, like touch.
“I hear something which I should feel, basically” is another hint for special.
GeneralDesire: thirst for small quantities.
BodyHead: pain forehead.
Face: drawing sensation right maxillary sinus.
Female: bleedings female genitals.
Back: low back pain.
Limbs: joint pains, shoulder pain; cold thigh.
Skin: goose skin right arm and leg.