IntroductionThis personality is like a man in chaos pretending to have everything under control. It reminds one of a man who renovates his house and after three years is totally in chaos, but pretends to have everything under control, to the despair of his wife.
It is like a man in a dilapidated house full of old newspapers, cats, mice, beer cans, totally polluted. An old lady looks like a real lady, but she can't keep up her house anymore it is totally dirty, her clothes are dirty and broken.
The cause can be experiences like in a war, where one is shot at from all sides, where the bombs hit all around and one has to run for his life.
MindChaos, falling, whirlwind; everything goes through the air, as if in a storm or tornado.
I can't remember who did what.
Which names belong to which mushrooms, are the names right?
Holding on to an inner strength, one can do that and stand up straight.
Haughty.
Pretending that nothing is wrong.
Restlessness, with a semblance of calm.
One needs rest from all the noise and bustle around him.
Fear of psychosis if he allows the chaos, realising that.
Fear of collapsing, of there being nothing left of him.
Phase 7, phase 6.
ADD, attention deficit syndrome, due to too many impressions.
Chaos in the head.
Post-traumatic stress syndrome.
Funfair, chaos.