Culture: movie The Patriot; movie Alatriste.
EssenceHe never talked about it, but the rumour goes, that the judge once acquit a young refugee guy from a minor crime. Shortly after, this guy had committed a serious crime, hurt someone terribly. It is said, that the judge could not forgive himself having not seen the criminal potential of this young man. This has changed the man from doing justly and rightly into locking himself up against every person who looked like this young man or came from the same region. I see another person; but they have to stay outside because the are different, because they are another kind of person.
A man sits at a dinner table with his family; he feels he has to preserve our culture; his family is sad that he has become old and grumpy; in the past he was a judge; he was kind and generous for young man committing small crimes; but he became strict when he discovered that one of those guys later on committed some serious crimes.
Letting people in or out.Because they are different.
Who gave “it” do drink? I hope it was not someone in our family. We have to preserve our culture, our country. Everyone may enter if he applies for it. But just showing up, sitting in front of one’s house, this is not what we accept here.
His wife and their almost adult kids talk behind his back. They are sad, that he has become old and rigid so quickly. Formerly, as a judge working with juvenile offenders, he used to be kind, understanding, even generous.
I am a young apprentice of an ancient hidden art. I am learning ancient truths. I feel that something more of the secrets of the universe is being revealed to me. I'm scared, pretty scared, but my inner voice reassures me. An inner voice tells me: Don't worry, you've done it many times before. The task here is not to discover something new, but to awaken in you what you already know.
The idea of the Little Prince, who looks at the starry sky and is captivated by the beauty of the universe.
He does not think about it, he does don't use his mind too much, and yet he already knows everything important.
The idea of a little boy who is going through very difficult life storms. He does not feel a firm ground under his feet. But he still has a spiritual guide with him that he must learn to listen. That is his way to save himself. It is a kind of fireproof. I feel very anxious. But the voice tells me: Look up to the stars, there are your ancestors, you are not alone.
I don’t know the family this plant belongs to, but there is something magical and childish about it, I think it could be.
A ballet dancer, very light, fragile and strong; she is jumping high in the air, with joy and pleasure; she tries to be totally free, flying, overcoming gravity and touching gently the earth.
Petra
The Black Swan Ballet; the prince falls in love with an old person, asking himself "what is the same, what is different; he feels the pressure of making the right choice; the day before the marriage the prince falls in love with someone else, he is tricked too fast which gives confusion; his mother is pressing him to a decision; he wants love and sex, it's all too much.
Two parts of the personality black-and-white like the black and white swan.
Th female parts gets into the rock.
The ballet teacher.
Archetypes to integrate.
Bird quality.
MindNot heavy, not earthy.
The physical world is transparent, is a help.
Aversion having a burden.
Icarus.
A family with three parents and a few children, an aunt as an extra parent; the problem is that the child is held back as the parents see things that he wants are impossible; the child tells the parents that is okay, full of joy and seems not to be.
The parents see danger everywhere so one has to fight oneself loose.
bothered by the worries of his parents.
Defending oneself, very softly, bending like a hedgehog.
Hiding in humid cracks between stones, searching for protection.
Incubator.
A girl comes for healing, but she wants to become better 50% only, instead of 100%, because 50% is a kind of protection.
Desire to hide oneself.
Desire to live like an embryo, sucking one's thumb and feeling umbilical cord has a silver cord.
The Stars are a far above.
A connection between me and my soul, my heart.
Feeling detached, all alone.
Caesarian section with leads to cutting the umbilical cord to early and an incomplete incarnation.
Feeling at home by looking at the stars.
Daydreaming, soft, like elves, dancing and floating.
The feeling of butterflies.
I have a lot to do, but have no power.
A beginning, a new clear morning.
The first step, from sea to the land.
I feel the movements of the arms and legs for the first time.
Tears from emptiness, the feeling of falling down, falling and falling.
To start position is not good, I have to find my way.
Feeling dead, being buried.
Time is stretched.
Where are we in this pattern.
Not allowed is to eat the apple cake.
Forbidden to bite into the apple of wisdom; a shock "why not?".
Image is before a race.
Firework at the end of the summer feast with all kinds of "Ah, Oh".
Film the patriot: a big party of nobles and then suddenly there is a big explosion coming from a guerilla attack; a simple woman says "what the nice fire-work".
Concussion of the vertebra C1 to C7, giving just confusion.
Can hide I under the table?.
Power.World War one with trenches; being bombed; nonsense of fighting for a few metres and soldiers being used as cannon fodder.
Undermine a castle to stop the besiege.
Two falling stars this night.
Lying, hiding away, others are far away; suspicious to others "what are they doing?".
GeneralWeather: overheated, desire fresh air.
BodyGeneral: overwhelmed by tiredness; desire to lie down; thrombosis of the umbilical cord; skinny babies with aversion to be breastfed.
Headaches, pressing, temples; uncomfortable feeling right above the outer ends of eyebrows; pressing with one finger on each side.
Eye: gritty feeling in left eye.
Nose: pain at the root, extending to above the eyes.
Mouth: swollen palate; tongue protruding.
Lungs: desire to take a deep breath in the night; asthma, worse at night.
Stomach: nausea; heat.
Abdomen: cramp in the solar plexus, with faintnes, with an aversion to go outside; hepatitis, in babies.
Rectum: yellow diarrhoea, in babies.
Back: desire to stretch body backward, which ameliorates.
Limbs: biting and pricking in feet.
Skin: stitching; itching; yellow, in babies.