Meliosma laureata

EssenceThis personality is going crazy to avoid responsibility, pretending it's no big deal, taking responsibility but not wanting to be criticized; doing it for oneself.
A parent with a child, is very concerned and even overly concerned, but not wanting to show it so as not to put pressure on the child.
Having put everything on one thing and then just waiting to see if it works out, if the other person will be faithful to you; so having to hold back, stifle and wait.MindA woman who lost her mother.
A mother who lost her child.
Need for contact, but it feels like there is always something in between.
Sad from being dismissed by family or friends when having done so much for them and have always been there for them.
Procrastinating, distracting, and doing something else each time.
Contraction, centripetal, bringing everything upon oneself, unable to relinquish or delegate anything.
Sentimental.
The other always wants something in return.
Homesickness.
Pleasant distance to the world, separated by a veil of melancholy.
One has lost the joy of the world and life, but somewhere that is beautiful too.
A beautiful sadness and homesickness.
Misery, the world disappears into the shadows.
The veil is the sorrow, through this veil we have access to the demons of others, the world of demons.
In the depths a warm sorrow, a valley of tears, madness.
Strong presence in the body, purity.BodyHead: forehead aches, glowing, pressing.
Stomach: nausea, vomiting.
Limbs: ankle sprain; tailbone pain.
Skin: wounds, dirty; itch.